18th July


18th July

Recently I've been thinking a lot about hormones, I never thought I would, but recently the idea has just been coming back again and again. I think it might be because I was talking to a friend, and she mentioned that she had taken them many years ago. Also, because I'm been pushing outwards into new areas of my personality, I guess they were the next obvious step.
I have to admit, I'm scared stiff at the thought of having to go and ask a Doctor for them. I mean, my life isn't miserable (well not too bad) and I don't have a burning desire to have SRS, so what will they say? I guess I might get refered to a therapist and they will say yea or nay after picking my brains out. I guess Dr M***** at home would be the person to see. He is my GP, but I haven't seen him in years. Wonder what his reaction would be? I bet you don't get too many Trannies asking for Androcor in little home-town Tumut. ;)
I have to admit, I am still worried about work a bit, I guess I'm just a bit worried that now that I'm here on such a good thing, that my stupidity or laziness will end it prematurely. I have to justify myself at work tomorrow, so I'm acutely paranoid. Hopefully my supervisor will be in a good mood after the world-cup and I'll be able to get away OK. We'll see what happens.
I have more to write, but if I write it all now, I won't have any left for later. ;)



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