8:35 pm – Wednesday 9th June 2004

A Fire Inside

There hasn't been too much happening over the last couple of days. Monday was work and Judy drug me out for a late lunch in the sun. I now have something approaching a tan believe it our not. I talked with Tiffany to see how her first official day of work had gone, apparently it was just an orientation session and she had to wait about another 30 days for her security clearance to be completed. Other than that she has bills coming up and so is hanging out to get paid finally. Ryan was down in Denver for a graduation celebration and so she spent Saturday with him and his friends. Tuesday was more work and then in the afternoon I went to the gym. I managed to exhaust myself there and then drag my butt home. My bike had a blow out on the tire which I had fixed on the weekend which was annoying. The teeth whitening appointment was uneventful, they took a mould of my teeth and told me I could pick the bleaching trays up the next day.

Today (Wednesday) the wind was blowing endlessly again, and I had to walk into the teeth of the gale to work which sucked. I did an experiment for our Summer student to prove it could be done, and it worked perfectly. ;) Then we had a lab tour. Lance is working on the business/commercialization side of the electrode project, and he wanted to see the chemistry side of things. So, I showed him around and gave him the run down of the process. It's not that complicated, but it is non-obvious which is why it hasn't been done before. Gary the engineer came by later and we all talked about different aspects. They left a bit before midday and so I took 20 minutes for soup. After that I walked to the dentist to pick up the bleaching trays and then back to work. Some experiments failed because the electrodes hadn't been cleaned, but it was good that we picked up the errors before we published any results. I left work about 5 pm and walked back home where I grabbed a bite to eat. Then I walked down to the mall to return some clothes and pay some bills. I stopped off in a coffee shop to chill out for a bit, and then walked home, again into the never ending wind.

Well, now that my miscellany of the day is out of the way, lets talk about… sex. A cliché I know, but it occurs to me now, that I haven't mentioned that part of life in what seems like forever, or at least not in my diary. Well, attraction at least, I'm primarily attracted to girls, ideally tall, brilliant and caring. Despite the years on hormones, it's still possible for me to get… ahhh… aroused in the usual fashion. Orgasm is a lot harder though, by myself sometimes I can climax, and sometimes not. When I do, the peak is extended and I usually have repeated surges of pleasure. I'm not saying multiple orgasms, but it's a plateau with lots of smalls highs on top of that. Yes, I'm still pre-op in case you were wondering. On that front, I'm trying to save up my dollars, not so easy on my small salary, and ideally I'd like to schedule with Dr. Suporn in Thailand sometime next year. I like that he uses a lot of glans tissue, instead of just saving a small amount for the clitoris. Sensation and appearance are my priorities, depth isn't so much of an issue but would be a nice bonus.

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