In Japan, apparently whatever you dream of on New Year's night is an indicator of the year to come. Well, in what is an extremely rare occurrence, I had a sex dream, in fact a very nice sex dream. What is more unusual is that I have had several of them in the following week! Yesterday (Friday) morning I was lucky enough to start off my morning with a very pleasant orgasm, something that has been also rather rare for me of late. This might be a combination of two factors; the first is that last November I had a very nasty bacterial infection inside one my labia. This I think as from not cleaning sufficiently after some masturbation. The second reason is that I fear doing myself an injury by rubbing too hard. Female sexuality is a whole different kettle of fish because you cannot see very much, especially in the heat of the moment. I guess that unless I like it really rough (which I don't, although scratching, biting and hair-pulling are all legitimate) my body should be ok.
Ok, so there are probably two other factors as well, that have the same net result. One is lack of time, and two is naturally low libido. Both mean that instead of having and then acting on natural urges, I just ignore them because I have so much other stuff to get done. However as Randy Waterhouse (no irony intended) discovered in Cryptonomicom, it puts you into a different headspace, and no-one ever died from being horny.
There was a lot of drama back in Bozeman last night, Robin got drunk and started hitting on Kadie, but Kadie is still very raw from our breakup. To make things worse, Robin was too drunk to drive, and so she had to drive Robin home. To make matters worse, Robin's ex-girlfriend Dee, is coming back from Wisconsin today. I know Kadie still wants a relationship, but I cannot agree to that. I need to be firm, because I was not happy at during our time together. There were happy moments, but eventually we would just run into an argument in the end.
Anyway, it is a beautiful Saturday morning here in Arizona. The sun just rose up over the horizon, but it is very cold outside. Not cold in the Montanan sense i.e. -20C, but cold in the Arizonan sense i.e. -2C.
I have failed some of my new year's resolutions already, although I have been writing in my diary and practicing my Japanese at night, my trips to the gym have decreased. Trying to get everything ready for the new semester has been a huge nightmare. Classes start in about another 10 days, and I haven't even finished my syllabus yet, that means that after I have breakfast and get dressed I'll be on my way down to the university to get back to work. I really should schedule some massage therapy time, because I'm going to need it.