Kadie lied to me, she had a thing with Robin, and then not even two weeks after we break up she's having “sleep over's with benefits” with Robin and Faith. Now she's fucked up her friendship with Robin because she has a thing for Faith. Faith of course dumped her girlfriend to have a fling with Amy, so there's lots of love and trust going around for all. These are all my friends whom I introduced Kadie too, so you can see that she's repaying my kindness with the type of respect I've come to expect from her.
I'm really glad I am out of that relationship, I suppose I'm most annoyed I didn't do it sooner. I didn't want to be the person doing the breaking up, and felt bad when I was. Now I feel stupid and hurt for ever feeling like I was the one doing the wrong thing. She wants forgiveness and to be friends, well quite honestly I can't think of any reason why I'd even want to talk to her again. Yet, being the sucker that I constantly am, I'm sure that it will be the eventual outcome.
I talked with Robin to get her side of the story, and found out what Kadie had left out of her story. Facts such as, that Kadie was initiating much of their interaction, and that Kadie was “touching” Faith when she was passed out. I haven't expected honesty for some time now, so I'm not surprised that she left some important details out. Robin isn't paying Kadie the time of day, and I probably shouldn't either. I don't know how much of her to believe was real, and how much was fanciful concoction.
I'm sick of relationship bull shit, and so I posted on Craigslist for some NSA (No Strings Attached) fun. Who knows where it will lead, but I suppose I'll have to make sure I don't end up in another dysfunctional relationship.
The rest of the day has been tiring. I'm still trying to get my lab up to speed, and the internet died in the afternoon which may have been either a good or a bad thing. I'm still awake and I wish I could sleep and forget the crap from this afternoon and evening. Now is the time to be making contacts, to be meeting people and enjoying the company of others. Happiness is the best revenge, or is that cold cuts?