9:20 pm - You know something? I haven't presented unequivocally as female in public for quite a long time. There is definitely the "femme" way in which I dress, but I wonder how effective it is, especially with the fact that the first thing people see when they casually glance at the large figure striding by, is no breasts. I don't usually wear breast forms in public, and I can't ever remember doing it in daylight. I guess to a certain extent I let people make up their own minds as to whether I am female or male. Well, I guess it's time I took a stand, time I said, here I am, breasts, oval face, I am a girl OK!?! And the place for my experimentation? Sydney. The date? Saturday March 4th. The reason? Except for the possibility of extreme embarrassment or extreme personal amusement, I don't have a lot to lose. Ok, so I'm tall, and more importantly, big, but that ain't going to stop me from being me. Broad daylight? Oooohhh… scary… but hey, it's got to be sometime, and maybe this might give me the impetus to do it a little bit closer to home…
Hmmm… this time last year I had a great big hole in my diary entries I think…
I may meet up with a girl from the Anti-Jen list when I go up to Sydney, I only just found out that she was Australian, but that's cool, she like I is a sporadic mailer on the list. Still, should be fun, fun, fun! ^_^ I'll try to organize it for the Saturday morning or afternoon (before the march) to be more convenient.
In fact, although this will be my last big party before I'm condemned to turning 25… *sigh* Oh well, at least I made it this far, just wish I hadn't spent so many years being a testosterone soaked asshole… Oh well, regrets I've had a few, but then again to few to mention…