12:05 am - Tuesday 7th March 2000
Great, so tomorrow is my birthday, wonderful…
I don't know whether I've mentioned it before, but there is something which really sucks. I love my friends dearly, and they mean a lot to me. However to get any kind of consistency in my life, I will have to move away and start afresh. Here I am known by several different names and more than one persona. It makes life hard, but I know it will need to be done eventually. Who knows where and in what situation I shall be writing my diary entry this time next year? It hurts most when Red calls me "Steve" because I would have hoped she would have understood the most, but I guess sometimes friends are more resistant to change than sometimes we would wish. :(
Peta will be back soon, I have missed her so much. I can't wait to see that knowing smirk again.
I can now apparently get Internet and ICQ running again on my home computer after I fill out a form and wait for the connection. About time, it was starting to totally annoy me.
I will write up my Mardi Gras experiences as a separate entity and upload it when I have the time to do these thing. Right now I need sleep.