Hi all, just a very brief update...
Ok, so finally Wednesday night came and I was around at a good friend's
place for some moral support (for me). This guy I had been chatting to
online was going to call and suffice to say I was stressing out rather
badly.
...and 20 minutes later, we'd had a great chat and organized coffee for
Friday! From utter stress to endorphin bliss in barely a quarter of an hour!
Anyway, just had to get that one out... :)
Steph
Oh my it was such a palpable relief, I hate to impose on Red (I went around to her place, she's been sick) like that, but not having anyone to talk to had really pushed up my stress levels, and all I had been thinking about was damage control.
Anyway, my hair is now a nice deep maroon/red in colour and is now nicely cut and styled to boot, courtesy of sitting at the hairdressers for 2 hours. Tomorrow at 3:45 pm is my facial which I'm definitely looking forward to.
1:10 am - It wasn't a nap, it was a warm-up…
Ok, so I've organized coffee for 6:30 pm Friday in the city. I know the area reasonably well, I'll be carrying a nice sharp umbrella just in case, and I'll have my mobile set to go. I think I can get out of the worst the situation could possibly degrade to, now to hope for the best.
This is the annoying part, most girls got to go through this whole "nerves" thing years ago. I haven't ever met anyone from ICQ before in person, so that's nerves to begin with, let alone worrying about other things. I don't want to regret saying at this moment "I think I look/am reasonably passable".
But then that's the thing. Through all the personal interactions I've had as a girl so far (ignoring people passing by), I've not had a single bad one. Maybe this won't go on forever, but it can't be that all these dozens and dozens of people are all simply laughing under their breath, can it?
And then the mobile rang...
(I'm starting to like guys?!? No fair, Aunty must have cast a spell...) ^_~