12:30 am - Thursday 19th October 2000

So, I finally managed to upload half a months worth of diary entries, but like dust-balls they continue to accumulate.

The week so far has been relatively unexciting. Work and gym on Monday and then dinner and videos at S&J's place. Tuesday was quiet with work and then gym. Today (Wednesday) was work and afternoon coffee. I'm currently working on the introduction to one of the thesis chapters (Bimetallics - Chapter 4) and that is taking it's time.
It's been raining constantly for most of the day, not that I am complaining. On Thursday night "The Cure" are playing one of their last shows of their last tour, and I am very, very tempted to go, but where can I find a black T-shirt at this late hour. ;) The cost is rather brutal ($53) but there aren't coming back ever, so I guess this will be my last chance to see one of the seminal "Gothic" bands. I doubt I'll be able to convince anyone else to come along, and crowds always amplify my feelings of loneliness, but being alone at a show isn't going to be much more different than being alone in my room and hey I'm only young once and so on…

Gosh I'm brain-dead and uninspired at the moment…

I think it's about time I got back and saw my Psych again. No problems as such, just a quick half-hour session to touch base and keep me in her mind. I am also tempted to go back to my dermatologist (who I haven't seen since March) and get him to have a look at the small lumps on my back left over from Roaccutane therapy. Other "cosmetic" things which need to be seen to are an arm and eyebrow wax.

On a good note, people at work are starting to use "she" when they talk about me, which pleases and takes the pressure off me to no end. I need to positively reinforce this in their minds, though God knows I am still a coward (and not Noel Coward either *s*).

I also need to find and buy the second book in the "Harry Potter" series. Heather lent me hers to read, and I figure I should return the favor.

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