I've turned off my mobile, yesterday this CD said his girlfriend was working till midnight and was I available after that. I stupidly said yes and now I'm regretting it. The deal smells a bit funny, so I'll stay incommunicado. I thought it might be about them wanting me for a threesome, and whilst I'd be flattered and even have a slight interest, I'd prefer a bit better planning (I'm thinking of someone else anyway). As it is, I really, really need a day where nothing happens. I'll apologise and make up an excuse if he calls Saturday.
I guess it's because we're transSEXuals that "normal" people think we are some sort of sexual deviant. They obvious don't know about the long-term effects anti-androgens have on a persons libido. There was an article in last week's paper about how the tranny sex industry is "booming" (was it ever not?), the article did cover why tranny's went into the sex industry, mainly because they're jobs were whisked away from them when they transitioned so that sex work was the only available option. I despise anonymous sex, so I pretty much have no choice but to make this transition work as smooth as silk.
Great, my mouse just died…
10:45 pm - So, blowing the dust out of the connection and a bit of spit seems to have fixed the problem thankfully.
10:50 pm - Now my network card is down again and the mouse is playing up again… this is not good…
11:00 pm - So, now I've got my network card and my mouse back… if it wasn't for my diary log, this would be just like that weird dream I had the other week about setting off the fire-alarm and breaking my heater…
Well, I hate to be letting this CD down, but it was a weird arrangement to begin with. My very first diary entry ever said "I was talking to a friend, and she mentioned that she had taken them (hormones) many years ago." This person was one of the first TS's I had met. We met up for a casual get-together through Pinkboard (Queer meeting directory). She was very tall, about 6'4 at least and she didn't think she could pull off being such a tall girl and that was why she had gone off the hormones. We only met up that one time, but it was enough to get me moving along this road. This new CD I've met also falls into the physically quite large category (i.e. a lot bigger than me) so I guess he would have the same problems, especially with a girlfriend also.
Somehow I see this as a circle closing on itself with two and a half years in between, my it's been an interesting time.