12/14/99

Hi my sweet sexy cowboy.J I love you.

It’s 9:30 or so, I am laying in bed writing this. I could think of several other things I’d like to do while lying in bed. And every single one of them involves you and me with no clothes on. Oooh- I miss you so much. And I need you even more, I need you like crazy.

I want to feel your hands all over my body. Feel your mouth on my breasts and lower even yet. I want to kiss you on your lips, your neck-your ears, your chest, run my tongue around your nipples, kiss my way down your stomach and take you all the way into my mouth…sucking you and letting my tongue taste your long, hot, hard length inch by sweet inch. I want you to enter me slowly at first so I could feel every inch of you going deep inside of me-then I want you to "fuck" me so hard and talk "dirty" to me while you do it. Maybe grab my hair as you thrust deep inside of m3e. Oh…God I want you. Then I’d want you to take me hard from behind, your hands on my breasts or inside of me.

I want you to take me hard and in every possible way over and over again…Then just make slow, torturing love to me. Right before we fall exhausted on the bed…at least until we’re well rested to do it all over again.

Oh God, Richard-I want you so much honey.

I’d like to tie you up and tease and torture you that way. I could make you go down on "someone" while you’re tied up-I could hold you by the head and make you take him all the way into your mouth so you could feel his long, hot, hard cock against your tongue and taste him. Would you like that…of course you would you little slut…you would want more and more of it. I would make him pull out of your mouth and run the tip of his ‘cock’ around your lips-making you kiss the pre-cum off the head of his cock…you’d like that wouldn’t you? (God, I think I’m getting turned on just writing this) Then I’d make you take him all the way into your mouth as I sit backwards on your lap and ride your long hard cock, slow then fast-I may untie one of your hands so you could squeeze my breasts. Then just as he was about to cum I’d untie your other hand, make him cum on my breasts and make you do the dirty work of cleaning me up afterwards. That’s something you’d really like…(Yes, I’m really turned on.)

Oh…I do want and need you in so many ways honey. I cannot wait until I’m there with you. But…I need you now and since your not here—I’ll have to make myself ‘cum’ – but I will imagine it’s you deep inside of my ‘pussy’ so hot, so tight and so, so wet.

Promise the next time we’re together—you’ll just ‘fuck’ me until I cannot move- I promise to do the same for you with great-great pleasure.

I love you and I need you right now! Gonna go for now love-think of me doing everything I said in this letter! Over and over! And Over again!

Love Always,