In case you haven't guessed
by now,I have the capacity to admire and love other guys, the whole process
of revealing this ability of mine is going to be a bit shocking for some
who know me as another type of person, so in order not to upset too many
fans (I wish) I wont be revealing my face to visitors until the whole gamut
of emotion and trepidation I am now experiencing has passed and hopefully
then I can cope with the fact that I have actually done this.
Unfortunately for the professionals,they
failed to prevent me from catching homosexuality,so everyone is stuck with
the way I am, I know, its disappointing, but there seems little chance
of me being able to cast this aside as a phase I am going through,at 30,
its a bit late for everything really apart from hope.
The confusion and awareness ended years
ago when I took a big step and stopped playing around with the lives of
some really dear people,I made a decision not to tell anyone and 8 years
on this is still the case,apart from the few aquaintances the net has recently
and conveniently provided me with my less than promiscuous behaviour has
allowed many a long day to pass without the type of company I want.
I must admit though, I have been able
to steal some pleasure from unsuspecting characters, mostly innocent stuff
but nontheless, not the right thing to do,so here I am, looking and hoping
for that piece of excitement that has managed to elude me with monotonous
regularity, fishing the net and hoping for a bite, maybe someone like the
guys in these pics is waiting to take the bait, or it could be that I am
one of the guys strutting their stuff, who knows....!
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