Again, falling
grasping on is not an option
here and i am losing
i know
it is
hopeless, but still
i talk to him
like he has some
key that i've been
searching for.
Special you hold in me
change, like your very
name, and pen
Maxwell Iago
why
have you crushed me
why
haven't i learned
that you are the
hair of god
and i will
not survive
another.
But you know my
real name
and i've waited
so long to
be seen.
I am sorry
for this.
I mean not to
place me upon
your head.
forgive me
as i try to leave
but you
pull back.
Cut strings
the only way to
save me
and you
to let me
drown.
 

~Jan Brian Vis