But I Did
For J.G.

She said it was over
Long before i knew.
As i lay temperate, hoping
You could care enough
To call. Me,
It doesn't matter.
I never really needed
You, it was just an act
Just like you are
And how you felt
I guess.
You had nothing
Better to do, maybe.
But i did.
 

~Jan Brian Vis 1