Here's Janelle's
Poem of the Month
for AUGUST

SAND PAINTING
by Janelle DuBois

Like a couple of wacky Buddhist monk showgirls
We created our sand painting that weekend

We were an odd couple
You were half my age
You had half my vocabulary
Buy you were twice as tough as me, and twice as beautiful

You set down the first grain of sand when you caressed my bare back
I set down the next when I closed my eyes and sighed
and thought, "I want to give myself to her"

We held hands
We kissed, once, while both in drag, every so gingerly,
red lips barely touching red lips
I passed you affectionate, playful notes
You told me you felt the same way
I asked you to spend the night with me
You said yes - then you said no
By Sunday morning our sand painting had been swept into the sea

For awhile, I thought about you every minute,
then just every hour
then just every day

And now I just have a tiny keepsake of pain left,
which I hope will stay with me
until I die


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