Title: The Passion of Heero

Genre: GundamW

Rating: NC17

Long Warnings: Explicit sexual material. Explicit violence, self-inflicted and Heero-esque (didn't know that was a word, didja?) violence. Sadism. Masochism. Very screwed up relationship and the repercussions thereof. Heterosexual and homosexual content.

Short Warnings: HET LEMON, YAOI LEMON, VIOLENCE, ANGST, DISTURBING CONTENT.

Date Begun/Date Finished: 18.6.00 / not finished yet !

Author's Notes:
Gods. I swore I'd never do it, but...wai! ! I wrote a het lemon! But it needed to be lemon, the sex actually has a *purpose* in this one, and just the entire concept of how Heero keeps getting mistaken for a girl (official source on that, too) was too tempting. Even if it's weird for all you devoted yaoi fans. And it's mostly yaoi anyway. Oki, we've got angsting, violent, disturbed Gundam pilots here, so no kiddies under 17, or whatever the legal age is where you are. And if you decide you're mature enough to read it anyway, I'm not responsible if mummy and daddy catch you. Wakatta? Genki genki! Oki, on with the fic that ate my life for almost a year now!

Prologue.
Runaway.
Missing You.
Mutual Regrets. Het lemon.
Betrayal.
Decisions. Violence.
Fear.
Faltering.
Search.
Truth.
Reasoning.
Reacting. NEW!
Unforgiven.
Beginning Again. WAFF.
Residues. NEW!
Values. NEW!
Feverish Denial. NEW!

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