my life

So much has happened, i can't say it all.  I found boyfriend (mere sajaan), Lost boyfriend, Cried, my best friend had baby, Simone (cheers!!!!!!!!!!)  My mommy still is not ok,  I miss my pakistani King!!!  I need boyfriend, i think....i'm not sure.  i miss my sajaan, i want to kiss his pretty face.  I miss my friend too.  i don't like being far away from everyone.      May/June 2000

Latest update is kind of neutral.  I'm not too unhappy, but i'm not all that happy either.  i'm still somewhat lonely even though i met a few more people.  It seems that I demand too much attention and time from people.  I can't help being emotional and attached to people.  At least i'm not MEAN!  I found an internship at a location that i choose to keep private (stalkers!).  But i'm doing good for myself.  laterz
October

Hey, time for another update.  i'm presently searching for a pastry internship in the chicagoland area.  i've met a few good people off the internet but i only met one thus far in person.  Hopefully someone will read this and feel that they're the one.  That is if they even read this, most people just skip this part.  Other than that, i'm missing my girl Lakia.  She's appears to have a much busier life than before and I don't fit into that schedule.  but of course, we're friends forever and a few weeks, are nothing in the big picture.  i would also like to say what's up to Samieko, Tony, and Kevin who sent me that sexy ass picture, that i lost.  wherever you are, i'm lovin you sweetie!  dats all folks!  July 28, 1999

    Well I've run into the kind of luck that only i can have.  That chance that i talked about earlier has been taken away.  The good out of all this is that I hopefully can remain friends with this fellow.  I'll be there for him when he needs me.  I'm obviously not as happy as before, but ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END!  Well, maybe not.  Just sometimes, lots of times, life throws assorted whole fruit at you, and tries to boo you off the stage.  The thing is to practice and become the mikey jackson of life (or should i say Janet!).

Currently i'm going through my bread baking class.  I had a rocky start being that I didn't have enough money to purchase all of my necessary tools.  The teacher wasn't hesitant to teach me a lesson about being prepared.  More importantly, i'm finally baking like i wanted to.  Don't get me wrong, i like to cook, but cakes and desserts are more of my forte.  That concludes this update. Adios. 5-7-99

    I'm still currently in my second block of culinary college, or my third term.  I miss my friends Kindra, Kourtney, and "Marla B." They all left me here all alone.  But of course, i still got my girl Lakia!  Not only is she my best friend, but also a DePaul University student and full time worker.  Talk about being PROUD!  I'm lucky to have a friend like her.  TqLakia!

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