January 2001

Beginning today...1/15/2001
Entry #1: 1:30PM

What to write?? I'll start off with this, I guess...
You all know that I'm James, I hope, & I'm currently dating a really great guy named Michael. We've been together one month as of 1/12/2001 & all things seem good...
I'm still feeling kind of hung over so I will most likely not be as long-winded as I often am. Brian (my roommate) & I stayed up last night to have a strawberry margarita night...hehe. I am amazed & shocked that I actually stayed up later than him for once...He usually stays up drinking until he's stupid, & then continues drinking until 6AM, or so...I do not understand, but oh well...
I go in to work today @ 5PM, so I guess I will end this entry now & see ya next one...


Entry #2: 01/16/01...8:36AM

So work was sucky last night, but what's new...
Got the day off & plan to go camera shopping, maybe price some digital cams, & hopefully my disk will come back to the photo place today & I can post some new pix...Couple of cute ones of Michael...hehe...some from NYE also...Brian, Michael, & I...So come check those out...
Just finished updating the page again...Gave Jo-Ann her own page, & set up the index page for that...I don't know why...I change it so damn much...hehe
Looking forward to tomorrow...I get to see my poor sick BF...Let you know how that goes next entry...


Entry #3: 01/23/01...12:57PM

Wow!! Been a while since my last entry, huh??
Yeah...I've been busy getting in all the hours I can so that I can afford to go back to Indy. I need to see my best-friend, Tony. & some other peeps too...
My baby gets back today...I haven't seen him since Saturday, 1/13, when we went to his company's party...I miss him very much...
I got the pix back that I mentioned in 1/16 & have been working on the page yet again...hehe...So far I have a page for NYE 2001 & have updated one of my personal pages. Still at it though...My new pix folder is still quite full...


Entry #4: 01/23/01...11:27PM

Tonight I walked out of my apartment feeling very lost & looked up into a beautifully clear & star-filled sky.
I immediately thanked God for the gift of that clarity to whisk me away from my melancholy
It never ceases to fill me with wonder whenever I see those stars shining up there...It always helps me to realize that there's hope. If everyone can see those stars, that sky, so quiet, so peaceful, then things must be okay...We can be joined in that moment for an instant...
I don't know where I'm headed, if I'm still on the right path, lost, or have ever even been close...But I've been wondering if, instead of searching, I should just let it all go where it's going, & let things find me...


Entry #5: 01/30/01...11:25AM

Hhhhmmmmm...So much has happened...Where to begin??
Well, I guess I can start off with Michael & I's break-up...As I always say...Sometimes things just don't work out...
I think I will just add some more later...when I've had some time to think things out...



February