July 2002

Entry #45: 7/1/02...7:33PM

Well...Guess I got a little lax in my journal keeping again, huh??
My apologies...
How often do I have to say that anyway, until it comes true??
Sitting here, feeling confident that things will be soon caught up here...YAY!!!!
One can always count on fate's cruelty to prove me wrong, but I'll keep smiling anyway. I always try to anyway, huh?
I have a nice new puppy, alas it is stuffed, but it is a puppy...hehe
I've also finally seen the preview for the new Michael Myers flick...I think I stared open-mouthed at the Tv for like ten minutes after it went off...hehe...I'm very excited to see it when it comes out July 12th. I think that before that I'll rent all the rest & watch them again...Maybe even that wrongly named third one...I would really like to see the last one again...Jamie Lee was so hot in that one...
That's about it for now...I really only made an entry out of guilt from neglecting to journal so long...hehe
Laterz kids...


Entry #46: 7/6/02...12:19PM

I am still all excited about the impending release of Halloween: Resurrection. Though I do have my doubts as to its being a good one...*shrug* My coworker thinks that it's an imposter...since he did have his chopped off & all...I am leaning in the same direction, though I have this desire for it to be Jamie Lee herself, gone schizo...hehe...I doubt they would be willing to try something so difficult though...
So, I just finished reading Franz Kafka's Metamorphosis...I thought at first it sounded intriguing, then I thought it would be too deep for me, then I finished it, & wondered why so many people took it upon themselves to try to explain it. I assume that maybe he did have a more profound message within the story...yet I doubt that it was as deep as some of those would have it be...There are far too many correlations to his own life to be ignored, though he does say that it is not so focused as a lot believed. His view of a writer's role in life is depressing...He seemed to see them as wholely outside of the human realm, merely watching it, & not actually being a part of it...I do not see it the same as he...Perhaps he was also clinically depressed, & was certainly dying...
But enough about that...
I have had such a good time this weekend going dancing...so releasing...though I do want to play some darts again real soon... I guess I have more thoughts swirling, but none are concreteing themselves into expressable sentences so I'll return later...


Entry #47: 7/11/02...6:48PM

Tomorrow is the release of Halloween: Resurrection. I still have my doubts as to its being a good one...*shrug* I checked out the website, & found that for H20, they referred to him not as Michael, but as "the Shape", then alluded to the fact that Jamie had thought she killed Michael. Also referencing the death of an innocent man at her hands...So now I have to wonder who in the hell "the Shape" is...ugh...
I rented parts 4 & 5, only to find out that I had missed some of the story, & now I'm about to call BlockBuster & find out if they have 6 in yet...*shrug*...Maybe I can get some clues there...
I have had a great time this week going dancing, hanging out...so releasing...though I do feel a little guilty for going out so much...It was almost like some weird addiction this week...I've not figured out why yet...*shrug*
So, I'm going to shut-up now & call BlockBuster...


Entry #48: 7/15/02...12:11AM

Halloween: Ressurection was good...They messed up a little & I hate that Jamie-Lee was seemingly killed in the first five minutes. & I hate that they made Busta Rhymes some sort of comic relief, as if that has a place in a horror movie...
I still need to see parts 2 & 6...They have info that I want to familiarize myself with...
I also saw Reign of Fire...The dragons were awesome, but it was mostly about the human factor. The problem is they fear to make movies long enough to be good anymore...so they lose the chance to interest me fully...
I guess I'll talk more about my thoughts later...


Entry #49: 7/17/02...11:06PM

If I'm going to keep this journal honest then I need to say something about the situation I find myself in now...
There is this guy that I became interested in because of all of our similarities...Our lives are going in the same direction, in both good & bad ways...Everything was great, then, due most likely to my vague comments, I began to feel smothered...
I went out one night to play darts, & met this guy who is an English teacher, my aspirations... He was very cute, tall, but adorable...At first, I admittedly, was thinking only of a carnal connection, but then he charmed me by not being that kind of guy...
Now I find myself more interested in him, than the first guy, but I still feel connected to the first guy, & don't feel I should get attached to either one very quickly...
I'm trying to find a way to feel comfortable dating both of them, even though the old part of my mind is screaming at me that I should choose one...hehe
I had hoped that in writing this out I would figure something out, but alas, this may need a bike ride...
Later...


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