I`m Rebecca Lynn.....
I shall attempt to describe myself , my feelings, and my view of life in this great big World.
First of all.....I am a transgendered crossdresser. That is to say, that I feel both femine and masculine at different times. For example, while I`m working I`m definitely masculine and do a masculine job, when I`m in a typical everyday social situation I`m in a masculine role. However, when I`m at home my femine side emerges and usually I`m dressed in femine clothing and feel very femine. I love to have my makeup on as well as jewelry and a classy outfit. I think, act, and speak in a totally femine manner. I am very comfortable and feel very open this way. This crisscrossing of roles has at times caused a few minor problems. For example, I`ve been at work, or social occasions, and some of the women that I`m around alot and comfortable with have been having conversations about normal everyday femine topics. I find myself starting to assume my femine role, wishing very much to join in the conversation or activity. So far I have been able to catch myself before anyone has noticed, thus avoiding any problem. Keeping this guard up has not been a problem so far, however I`m a little concerned that someday I`ll be tired and forget where I`m at and slip completely into my femine side before I realize what I`m doing. This could cause some real problems. Hopefully this will never happen, but the possibility exsists. I would love to be completely open and honest with the world, however I realize that this is not possible in the everyday world I live in. So for now, until social attitudes, change I shall have to remain this way and try to maintain a delicate balance between both sides of my persona. 1/14/99
Of course I love to shop for new clothes to wear for a girls night out! Sometimes I might pick something casual, or for those nights I`m in the mood, something soft and sensual!! New earrings are always nice too!
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