Isabella's Life
This Biography is about Me (Isabella), I was Named Ian at Birth,
My Life started really in Germany, My Farther (God Bless his Soul), was in the
British Army, He was with the Royal Artillery Corps,
He was a Sergeant & Heavy Goods Vehicle Mechanic,
The first relocation of me wanting to dress up in Girls Clothes, Was when My Brother,
Sister and I were playing games at home, (As you do), One day we played dressing
up, (wearing the clothes of the opposite sex), This is when I believe was the
Transformation of Ian to Isabella started, I quite enjoyed playing this game,
even to trying to loose so I could end up wearing my Sisters Clothes, In those
years it was only be wearing her Knickers, Under slip and a Dress, But on my Boyish
body it felt sensational, This was when I was about 7 or 8 Years Old.
When I was around 10 years old, We moved from Germany to England, We moved to
Dukenfield (Tameside, Gr Manchester), My Cross dressing carried on, even to paying
my Sis, out of my pocket money to Borrow her clothes, She obliged more often than
not, (If the price was right), I could borrow most of her clothes if the Price
was right,
When I was about 12, We moved to Droylsden, Now my dad owned a shop (Grocers),
I helped out behind the counter, Again my Cross Dressing continued, This time
more and more, Mum & Dad worked in the shop, My sister was going out with boys
and my Brother was in his last year at High School, Taking his Exams for Sixth
former and then to gain his A'Levels,
When I was 16, I got a job at M.I.C Ltd, A place for the YTS Apprentice Scheme,
I was in the Designing area, Hoping to go into Mechanical Drawing, Inventing Mechanical
Things, Similar things that you steer your Car with and so-forth, Whilst I was
on this YTS Scheme, I also obtained another Job as a Salesman, I then sold Seafood
to the Pubs and Clubs in the City of Manchester, Mainly OLDHAM Street, Mainly
the Yates Clubs, Some of you from MANCHESTER Might remember Me, I was the Seafood
Salesman who Shouted out "SEX FOOD", This sales pitch, sold my Seafood very well,
I made 100+ Percent profit on everything I sold, This money not only provided
my Girls clothes, but also let me live, But at this time I still was living with
my Parents
When I was about 20, I moved down to Cambridge, I had a job as a Designer, I designed
Boxes for the commercial Market (Yes, Someone has to do it), Then some four years
down the line, a Job as HGV1 (Heavy Goods Driver Class 1) came up, I grabbed it
with both hands, I always wanted to be a "Trucker". During those four years, I
still was Cross dressing, I even went out to buy my own clothes, That was hard,
I felt Embarrassed, I hoped that they thought it was for my Partner, (I didn't
have one).
I soon approached my 26th Birthday, I felt weird, I hadn't had a girlfriend or
other, I felt it was time to find myself, I met this fine Lady on the CB radio,
We had a great sex life, but this relationship fell apart, around Christmas 1995.
Come January 1996, I met my now Wife, February 14th 1996, we got engaged, (Maybe
too soon), I had now almost married into a family, She had Two boys from her previous
Marriage and also a Girl whom she adopted with her previous Husband, She is also
a Foster Parent with a Girl she been trying to Adopt with her previous Marriage.
I (Thought) that I loved her, but maybe it was her Caring and loving ways, that
I fell in love with, But !! we got married on the 20th June 1997, When we got
married she knew all about my Cross dressing, but didn't understand properly,
The Wedding was Great, I wished we would be married forever.
Shortly after our Marriage , we started to Foster another Child, But several months
after, It started to fall apart, Argument after Argument, I felt it was time to
get out, But things overtook me, The girl she was trying to Adopt, Became my Daughter
(I Adopted her), and then the other child was put up for Adoption, (I love this
Little Child) but I cannot live a Lie, I need to get to know myself for real,
am I a Girl as I feel, Or am I Macho Ian, The guilt that gets thrown into my face,
its I don't know,
Help me make the right Move
