song for a cowdyke



song for a cowdyke 3/6/99

the moon
is up there somewhere
but i can't see her
it's overcast
with the remains
of a storm front
passing through
i can't see her
but i can feel her pulling at me
while i sit snug in my den
waiting for summer warmth
to beckon me outside
for longer periods of time
but now
i sit here and dream
and wonder
who is this cowdyke
who graces my door
who comes in running
scattering leaves
who brings
echos
with her
of bird calls and wings
she sings
a cacophony of chirps
high in the pines
a flock of pine gosbeaks
finding seeds
the wings of which
when spent
come
twirling
down
showering her
like
confetti
falling
at the bon voyage
of winter's cold departing
who is this cowdyke
who comes riding in
on a roan red mare
a mare with a wicked laugh
and a lazy sigh
who sometimes hides in thick trees
refusing the whistle
refusing the cake bucket
all so she can laugh
at the cowdyke calling
who is this cowdyke
who reminisces on a birthday gift
from pete, a bay with pointed ears
fondly described
as a plain rough ride
but honest as they come
making sure
that a cowdyke who gets lazy
doesn't stay lazy long
a little reminder
a not so sweet birthday gift of
a bloody nose
who is this cowdyke
who runs with coyotes
and listens to their songs
with an open heart
who is this cowdyke
who graces my door
bringing the wilderness
inside
making me smile



take me in the shadows


take me back to the songbook

take me home


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