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Poems For My Friends

The poetry in this section is for and about my friends. i guess i have 4 best friends....one is Leeor, and the rest will remain nameless for privacy. I have used thier initails to let them know what poem's for who.

WHAT FIRENDS ARE FOR (FOR A.Z.)

Together.
There will be no hopelessness,
Only strength,
There will be no Fear,
Only faith.
No hiding,
No walls,
A meld of the two worlds,
Both of emotion and logic
Together
We silently promised
There will be no pain from each other.
Together
We can withstand the trial of fire,
In this world,
Only a friend could talk without the fear
Of the environment surrounding,
Though I cry the worldly song of sadness and despair,
I stand,
As one of your walls,
And I will protect you,
For what would I do,
If I did not have you as my friend?
A piece of me would be lost,
So stand tall,
Be proud of what you've achieved,
And know that the wall is here if you should need a place to stand,
For I,
As I have,
And always,
Will have a time of weakness
And then I need you to be my wall.
Thank you for the times you were needed
and know that I will do the same when you need a wall.

I LOVE YOU THIS WAY (FOR M.S. and R.K.C.)

When I think of us,
All three of us,
I say, "My God What have I done?"
Because I hardly believe
that I could deserve
All that you have done for me

You’ve thrown out my razors,
held on to hair clips,
even taught me how to paint
you never put me down,
you make a smile from a frown
cause me to laugh when I want to cry,
make me live when I want to die

I love you this way:
with the fun times,
with the hard times
with a listening ear
and a helping hand.

When I am with you
I feel nothing can go wrong
Because if others can believe in me,
then I can’t be all that bad
and if you could take the time to listen,
I must be worth listening to

I love you this way:
with sincerity,
with gratitude,
with Truth
and with my heart

And if the world turns on me,
I know you’ll be there to help me out
And if I ever question your friendship
I know you would erase my doubt.
I’ll never forget,
I’ll never give up,
as long as you two are there

IT HURTS (FOR M.S. AND R.K.C.)

There are times,
at night,
when I become someone else.

I’m driving in a tunnel,
I’m moving very fast,
and there is no light to guide me.

Too fast.
I’m scared.
I lose my grip of the wheel.

I hit the wall,
and shards of glass,
make slashes on my body

Then I open my eyes,
and see I’m still in my room,
and there is no car.

I’m helpless, I’m crying.
I look down at my stomach,
and say, "What have I done?"

Glass did not cause
The wounds I had found,
I can see the bloody razor on the ground.

I find cruel reality again,
and I feel ashamed,
what a stupid way to deal with pain

When I’m hurting myself
I’m hurting you,
And that’s one thing I don’t want to do.

WHEN I FALL SO HARD (FOR M.S AND R.K.C)

I know
That what i feel
affects you...

It's also the other way arround,
I become scared when you're scared,
sad when you're sad...

I know
I'm painfull to watch,
When I'm pain,

But I'm trying
To be calm,
and not to Fall so hard,

But I have all thease doubts,
and mistakes on my mind
That gets in the way of what's real

when I fall so hard,
i know it hurts your heart
and also mine, for many resons,
some unknown.

and When I'm crying blood,
I know you're crying tears,
for you fear that I may want to die.

I know
you love me this much.
and I know That you're there,
but i have trouble believeing in the truth,

When I call you up,
it's because of trust
I know that you make me feel loved

and when my sanity breaks,
and i'm out there in the wind,
i know you're keeping me on the ground.

I know I could not live without you,
so for you, it must also be true,
that your hearts would die,
if i were to take my life...

I could never do this to you,
on the hardest days,
but We've all got a long way to go,

Let's take that road together,
and lean on eachother,
after all, We are stronger when we're one.

SECRETS II (Here you go, Leeor!)

Secrets are shared,
your thoughts are bared,
And what did you think I'd do?
Run away from you?
I'm not so cruel,
There's not a rule,
That says you can't be a part of me,
You mean more than a brother to me,
Let the wind blow,
Let the water flow,
Let it all flow downstream,
Life is more than it seems
Sorry I was mad at you...
You couldn't know what I'd do,
But I'm glad you told me for,
you've no need to hide anymore

*Note* "Itai, no da" is Japanese, it roughly means, "It hurts, you know!" (this is also a line from a favorite japanese anime we like, called "Fushigi Yuugi")

ITAI NO DA (FOR M.S)

I see you cry.
you're not supposed to cry.
I see you hurt.
you're not supposed to be hurt.
but it's true, you say;
"Itai, no da..."

I may not show it,
but inside i'm crying,
I may not tell you,
but inside i'm hurting,
it's true, this is how i feel;
Itai, no da...

*Note* this song was writen as a graduation present for M.S and R.K.C

NO MATTER WHAT! (To the tune of Rydia's theam)

You know me,
and I know you,
There's so much
we've been though

Our friendship is
more than enough
To see me though,
when it's rough

all the times,
I had wanderd
you kept me,
from going to far,

Thease are days,
we won't forget,
we'll always be friends,
no matter what,
no matter what,
our friendship lasts

I've done things,
that have hurt you,
I didn't know,
what to do,

and now i know,
It wasn't right,
I made mistakes,
in the night

you were there,
calming my cries
I was there,
hearing your sighs,

Those are times,
When all seems wrong,
That streghnens the bonds,
that never break,
no matter what,
our friendship lasts.

i'll see you,
saying goodbye,
i'm sorry but,
i must cry.

to see you leave,
hurts my heart,
but inside,
we'll never part

I'll stay in touch,
and ev'ry day,
I'll think of you,
in the same way

as two great friends
and that's the truth,

oh, Raichu and oh Charizard!

no matter what,
our friendship lasts

This poem was writen with M.S. and R.K.C in mind, but not nessaceraly FOR them.

16 FOREVER

I wish I could stay 16 forever.
I’d wake up, on my birthday,
and I’d be turning 16 again.
And I’d go through this year,
All over again.
It may sound foolish,
‘cause I know I went through a lot of pain,
But I want you to be in my life,
I want to see you every day, like we’ve always done.
I don’t want you to grow up…
I don’t want to grow up…
I don’t want to say goodbye,
to you….
or my childhood.
Not yet… not ever.
I want to be 16 forever…
Is that too much to ask?

This poem was writen with a certain friend in mind, but not for them.
UNSPEAKABLE

Should I cry,
If I see you,
walking by,
I don't know what to feel,
Sometimes,
I feel to close to you,
yet other times,
I feel so far away...
I wish,
I could tell you everything,
I wish I could feel safe,
but after all,
I'm only me,
no one important,
not a priority.
I wish that you,
could understand what i'm feeling,
I wish that I could explain
in the way you'd know.
so instead,
I sit at night,
And cry alone,
wether it be by tears,
or blood.
There are things,
I wish I could say,
but i never bring myself
to speak,
i'm not sure i should.
after all,
you'd break down,
not knowing what to do.
I don't want to do this to you,
but I need your friendship,
I long to tell you all i feel,
but i'm afraid you wouldn't understand.
You can't stand to hear about the blood,
You can't handle all the tears,
I know you hate the silence,
but i'm afraid of hurting you.
I don't know what else to do...
I care to much.
The way I express,
is not by words,
It's being in your presence,
I feel best