I'M LOSTI'M LOST . I'MLOST I THINK TO MYSELF "I DON'T BELONG HERE." INSPIRED REMARKS ARE MEANINGLESS, LEAVING ME SAD AND CONFUSED. I SEEK SOLIDITY: SOMEONE TO CARE FOR; TRUE EXISTENCE. MY SKELETON BONES LAY CRADLED IN A SHELL OFLEATHER. THOUGHTS INSIDE. I SWIM THROUGH VAGUE THOUGHTS, TRYING TO DISCERN MYSELF. IN A DREAM I COULD LOVE AND BE LOVED. IF ONLY I COULD  DREAM MYSELF AWAY TO THE SERRATED EDGES OF SHARP WORDS. BODY WRAPS AROUND COLD GLASS AS FROST PAINTS A LIE.. I UNDERSTAND EXACTLY WHAT THE SICKNESS IS, HOW TO FIGHT IT, NEUTRALIZE ITS CANCEROUS TOUCH. I'M LOST. I'M LOST. I'M LOST.  I DESPISE MYSELF AND MY OWN WORDS

things that slip mercurial, always tapping, bullets pelting the metal exterior. there is one wisp of cloud, it descends; it is a wrinkle around the eye. i try hard to recall a dream, only to realize that i am still in it. i am dreaming every move i make....

I GIVE MY BODY TO BE BURNED. I DO NOT WANT MYSELF. I PART THE TIDES.

THERE IS BEAUTY IN SOMETHING AS LITTLE AS A NAPKIN SKETCH, IN A LITTLE PAIN BELOW THE KNEE, IN SLEEP. SPIDERS HAVE SPUN WEBS TO CATCH MY FACE AS I PASS. SOME UNDEFINED ENORMITY. YELLOW, HIS EYES SEEMED, AND FLICKERING. A BURNING SIAMESE SMILE THAT STRETCHES OPEN MOUTHS, JOINED, PERFORMING TOGETHER..