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i find one moment and then the next. i am seaweed. i am tide. this one kiss takes me on adventures i could scarcely  make sens of.  it is a damp ocean i drown in, a river of blood that smothers my lips. with one short movement you spread me, and i am partially unveilled. this one kiss you give me and i return.. the whole of me is challenged  and eners the fray. my total reality is that god was born memories dreams and reflections of myself. self-betrayl stings the most. dreams and art are not puzzles to be solved. i whisper. i silence myself. i become. i become. the whole of it is swallowed by society and time. what heights explored , to remain empty-handed, exploited, dashed down, cast out , broken in bits like primitive tools. we will live in the superstructure. we retract as we enter the cultural phase. riper than the cherry trees.relapse to command overload he has come with curling hands to heal you, he has come, broken teeth and all, to eat you.  here, he has come to take you away, wrap you up so tightly with his cloak and lead you. pale things quiver as you walk with him, side by side. unknown beasts still stalk the forests. you place your hand against a tree and sense its sap...

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