Fantasia Fair
Keynote Speech
Provincetown, Massachussets
October 2005
My name is Joanne Law. I am a chemically induced transgender
lipstick lesbian. How is that for starters? I Iive in Gatineau Quebec. A
city across the river from our nations capital Ottawa, Ontario. Canada. The
view from my balcony is awesome, a vista of our parliament buildings and
the downtown core of the two cities. A population of approximately
1,000,000. As a transgender activist I have designed conducted and assisted
individuals, corporations, unions and organizations in the most efficient
manner to address transgender and gay/lesbian issues. The venue for sharing
my knowledge have varied radically from one to one support, small groups,
large national conferences, to hosting my own weekly radio show. I have
also been the objective of many national and local radio interviews and
television productions. My objectives has remained constant to the
acceptance of all individuals independent of their orientation, gender
identity/expression providing that they also respect the needs and comfort
level of their co-workers, family members and community. I am a member
of Gender Mosaic one of North America’s oldest transgender support
groups. 17 years in existence.
I am one of the lucky ones to survive the transgender existence and
live my true identity. My brothers and sisters have welcomed me back to the
fold with their love; my son and daughter are by my side with their love and
support. Another lucky part of my life is that I am a 50% part owner of a
cleaning business in Ottawa, Ontario. I don’t make much money but I do
survive as an independent businessperson, for almost 6 years.
I was fired from my place of employment almost 30 years ago for
being who I was. I was reported to my employer of my extra curricular
activities. They did not want my kind on their pay role. Being older and over
qualified to be rehired I ender up on welfare. I know what it’s like to be at
the end of the tunnel. Divorce, loss of financial income, depression, are just
some of the things that I experienced although I did see a small light at the
end of the tunnel and I did strive to save my sole. I guess that was my fate
to start being a person and not a thing that the world despised.
Over the many years and being a visible trans activist I have been
invited to sit in the boardroom with leaders, movers and shakers of the
greater communities. I am talking about the Canadian postal workers
employees and union representatives, Canadian Public Service Employees
Unions, Ottawa Police Service, representing the police union. For over 11
years now I have sat with the police hate crime section liaison committee. I
have worked with City of Ottawa Employees equity and diversity policy. I
have lectured and taught at Ottawa’s two university campuses. Ottawa
University and Carleton University. I have worked for several years with
the Pride Festival becoming the first Transwoman in Canada to be elected to
the position of second vice-president. Holding that position I challenged
“The City of Ottawa” Mayor and council to add the word transgender to the
Pride Proclamation. I had to give a 7-minute speech to the forum on why
they should recognize the transgender community After two years of
lobbing, the council voted to add our community to the proclamation. I have
been invited to lecture to the high tech industry at the human resource
offices, high schools, service providers within the health and welfare
system, children’s aid and women’s shelters. I have also had the privilege to
host and research my own weekly radio program “Joanne’s Closet” at
CKCU and CHUO for over 5 years.
I have also been harassed for being the only voice to represent the
transgender community. Its, Joanne does this and Joanne does that. Why is
the community always going to her? I have a bumper sticker that reads. “The
World Is Run By People That Show Up” Things are changing as more and
more transgender people are becoming visible. I believe there are only about
30 people in Canada that can stand up and be counted as transpersons and
be proud of that statement. Not a lot for a population of 30,000,000. One
tenth of the USA population.
I have received many accolades for being there. The Trinity award
from IFGE in 1999 is just one of them, another is to be invited to the Govern
Generals leadership diner representing, enterprising leaders from across
Canada. The Govern General is Canada’s highest head of state representing
our Queen. I guess it’s like having President Bush invite you to a special
reception. And of course spending a fantastic week meeting very special
people and being an honored guest of Fantasia Fair. There is a lot more to
relate about during my presentation about getting started. I will be talking
about Education, Unions, Health, Social Services, and Police. Venues that
we can be a part of. It takes time, just being there, we can make changes.
A now for our featured presentation...
Are you Ready To Stand Up And Be Counted?
Through out my presentation I will be talking about personal and some
community advocacy and how I reached my goals, and maybe you could
become that active participant. Each one of us has a goal in becoming free of
harassment, intimidation, and society prejudice. Each one of us has to work
at accepting ourselves as human beings. Some of you here have already
started to become visible transgender persons and this is awesome. We are
all at different steps in making others aware of whom we really are. It takes
a while, so others can become comfortable with us in the crowd. Don’t just
show up once or twice; be there for the long haul. Participate in community
events that you think will make a difference, and show that you care. One of
the other issues is to give a name. I learned this from JoAnne Roberts.
Sitting on the veranda at her getaway in the Poconos in the early 90s. We
were talking about how we can continue our cause in acceptance, and her
advice was to have a contact name on a business card. I was the president of
Gender Mosaic at that time and after the weekend of fun and frolic I brought
the matter back to the executive in Ottawa, Ontario. The executive gave me
the go ahead to put my name of the Gender Mosaic business card with a
phone number and mailing address. FYI Gender Mosaic also has a curtsey
info phone line. I have had that phone line in my apartment for over ten
years. The business card became public information and was placed into
community card file books for further access. This was the first time that a
support group and a name became visible to the greater communities. We
are talking about 15 years ago when the word crossdresser was the accepted
term. Like I related in the opening statement I was on welfare living a poor
single life, divorced and had lost my family. I was taking the chance of
becoming the open visible transgender woman living full time. I took the
chance of using public transit, walking the streets in the downtown core and
believe it or not I had to use the community soup kitchens for nourishment,
not a place for the timid. A whole new community that most of us never see.
People started recognized me as I stood in line for my food and smiled
I smiled back. One of the rules in the soup kitchens, no conversations
allowed. I became a regular. Yes I did look different and weird and I was
accepted. One noon hour I had finished my food, one of the councilors
running the soup kitchens discretely asked me to stay afterwards. I nodded
that I would. After the clean up was done and the dishes put away I was
asked to come into the office. What had I done? Was I going to be kicked
out for being who I am? I was supprised as they asked me sensible questions
about my community as they had others like me attend other soup kitchens.
They were looking for the proper protocol in accepting and dealing with
transgender people. I guess that this was my first political connection in my
outreach. I had become an educator/activist without realizing it. The meeting
took about one hour as I explained our situation. Tons of questions. Some of
the answers were very weak. I did the best I could with my limited lack of
information.
I guess that the best way to become active is with the local pride
committee in your town or city. Become a volunteer, a much needed and
rewarding job. The gay community has open many doors making gay and
lesbian folk a real issue. They have lobbied for acceptance and won. There
are many people that you will encounter through pride. Government
employees, Union members, just regular folk wanting to do their part. It is
an opening that is there for us, lets use it. If you stay around long enough
things will happen and people will accept you for who you are and your
ability to do things. I volunteered with the pride committee for over 8 years
in different co-ordinators positions ending up as Vice President. This was in
1999. During my term as VP we were invited to attend a conference here in
“P” town, a weekend of workshops and dialogue, sponsored by N.E.R.P. a
delegation of several pride committees from Canada, and the eastern
seaboard meet at the Province Town Inn. The purpose of these workshops
was to build bridges between the community and the government, three days
of intensive live dialogue.
I was there to build a bridge between the gay community and the
transgender community. I was invited to give a presentation on why we
should be there. It was kind of funny to be in a town that was not aware of
our community, not knowing that we have taken over this town every
October for the last 30 years. It seemed that thee was no communication
between the two communities, and it seamed that I was the only one that was
out they’re celebrating our diversity and pride. Now its our turn as a
community to renew our alliance and move onward.
I know that most of the transgender community can’t become visible
due to family, employment, personal stability and a whole bunch of other
stuff , like human rights. And that’s OK. But others can and are already
willing to do it. In out outreach we have to be strong and able to take the
knocks that will be given to us. There are people and organization that will
deny us our rights, and not give us a place at the table. We just have to be
there and stand up when the cause arises. We might be invited to attend a
workshop dealing with G&L issues. But it does takes courage to stand up
and be counted, to become the voice and the visual to promote the
transgender community and the issues we face.
Another way to get involved is to attend an AGM in a community
organization you think might interest you, and listing to what is going on. It
could be an election or health related issues. It could be a venue of
education. Its amazing how we can make a difference by just being there.
May-be a point in the agenda will click an idea and you might be able to
change some minds. Like I said it takes courage and several years of
patients. You could also become involved through university campus GLBT
centres. Every campus has a centre now. If there is a centre near you give
workshops to the volunteers, have books available in their library on trans
issues. Most centres have a budget that is used for outreach like library
books. Most campuses have a pride week with workshops as part of the
agenda during the week. Diversity awareness with campus police and the
student body with a zero tolerance are part of the program.
If you are invited to attend a meeting don’t go there with an attitude
and demand everything now. It doesn’t happen that way. Our first
impression is the one everybody remembers. If we respect the issues being
discussed on the agenda, people will respect us. From there we can move to
another venue of education and awareness. Multicultural awareness, gay and
lesbian awareness, the greater community awareness. Getting involved with
organizations, volunteering your time and energy for the greater cause,
letting people know that we exists. One of the things that you will face is the
press. I am talking about local and national television. The people operating
these cameras will be in the background shooting some open political or
community event and they have the zoom lens focused on people attending.
All of a sudden you just become a target for the camera, as you are now a
visible minority. 5 seconds on national or local TV can ruin a life. Be
prepared for any situation that arises.
If you live in the Nation's Capital, or a capital city of your state or
Province you have access to many unions, usually a pink triangle caucus run
by the gay and lesbian members of that union. It could be a postal union; it
could be a public service union, it could be a National Congress union, hotel
unions or restaurant unions. Unions are always looking for a better way to
make there members have more privileges. Ask if you could give a
presentation to that caucus or union meeting giving the members a new
challenge to think about. Let them know of our plight of costs for SRS,
medication, financial and physical support. Give that union a reason to make
the commitment to there members that the next negotiation will include legal
text for complete costs the we occur during this process. There might be a
few members that will come out to vote, there might be a nay vote, but if we
are not there, a zero vote will be counted. Like I said it takes a while for the
thought to sink in. We have to make that argument and win. In Canada our
federal government has been working with different unions through their
membership and has now produced a document, which is very interesting.
Put to gather by our Heritage Canada and Parks Canada departments and is
available to all federal departments. Its called “Out And About” working
towards a better understanding of Gay, Lesbian, and Transgender persons in
the work place. Canadian Heritage and Parks Canada embrace diversity and
respect, and believe that their employee population should resemble the
public they serve also the duty to accommodate.
Another area that we have to negotiate is the health system, access to
professionals and caring doctors that will help in our quest to become who
we are. It seems that their education about transfolk is just a story they hear
about during coffee break. We have to get into universities and colleges, into
doctors programs to give our point of view. These programs are 4 to 5 years
so to give one hour or three hours in a term is not much to ask. We have to
plant a seed in their brain, so if the situation arises and these doctors are
working the emergency room its not a shock when we arrive needing their
help.
We always wonder what would happen if we were involved in a
accident and given a ride by the ambulance to the hospital. The nurse
attendant at the hospital would take our vitals, birth certificate and personal
information that is required on the admittance application, we would be
placed on a gurney and wait for the doctor to fix us. If the birth certificate
and the gender of the person on the gurney does not match, what happens to
us? Will we be put into the corridor and refused treatment or would the
nurses and doctors protect our identity and proceed with the care we need?
Again we hear the horrible stories of transfolk not getting the proper
attention and left to die. We also hear the other side of the story where the
doctor helped and the person was released keeping the true identity a secret
from the public in the hospital waiting room.
Another part of the health system that we have to educate, are the
service providers, what I mean are the community intervention service
people, crisis centres, help line call emergency centres, service providers,
care givers and shelters. In Ottawa all of the community health centres have
a rainbow sticker on the entrance door and the reception people at the front
desk use discretion making your visit a pleasure. All of the councilors are
aware and were educated about the GLBT through workshops of people that
live a GLBT existence, not by a book. The shelters are open to transfolk that
live full time and within the halls, zero tolerance is observed. If one person
in the shelter has a issue they are told to shut up and deal with it. Its taken a
long time to enter these walls and the activism in Ottawa has made it
possible for the needed support and help. We have to provide links to other
health centres in your town and across the country. We have to provide some
sort of transgender 101 module accumulating info already available and the
new research just being presented. I have put together some instruction, a list
of general information that social workers and service providers need to
know while practicing their profession. Its very basic but it is important that
these rules apply.
Impact Of Transphobia On Social Workers And Their Clients
Personal transphobia on the part of a social worker can result in inadequate,
improper and harmful service to transgender clients and those related to or
dependent on them. Discussion of personal attitudes and their importance in
worker-client and worker-community interactions. Professionalism dictates
being aware of one’s own attitude and referring clients when their own
attitude gets in the way of providing a high quality service.
Community transphobia leads to inadequate treatment of transgender clients.
It may also lead to restriction of behavior so that individuals of either sex
may not perform the full range of behaviors of which they are assigned at
birth. For example, boys are supposed to be strong and viral, girls are
supposed to be soft and pretty. If for any reason these norms are challenged,
punishment or isolation is the direct result. Suicide is sometimes the only
way out.
Transphobia in all service agencies and service providers prevent social
workers from accomplishing their goals, in providing a complete service to
the client. Each provider is giving a bias and un educated translation to the
problem. Transphobia in all human resource areas can be discussed in the
content of agencies as hospitals, prisons, community health centres, child
and family service agencies and psychiatric evaluation, Etc.
Transphobia in agencies can be the hardest because anyone who speaks up
risks being labeled and is guilty through direct association.
We have to be available to answer questions and give workshops when
asked.
I remember one presentation which I and Matt a female to male
transexual gave to a group of volunteer women who answer phone crisis
intervention. One lady from the group a middle east Moslem had a very hard
time dealing with my identity but not Matt’s. Both of us took extra time
trying to explain the situation. This lady debated over and over that I was not
a real woman and could not understand what real women go through, could
never be a woman, could never give birth, or deal with real women’s issues.
This is when I termed the phrase “Chemically Induced Transgender
Woman”. It kept her quiet for a while. To me this person is a candidate for
dismissal because she kept her ethnic issues present, keeping the blinders on
and not allowing herself the freedom of knowing more. If she was to help
others in crisis I pity the person calling for help.
The third area that we have to challenge is the school system and
educating councilors, principals even the liberian on the diversity of their
material and periodicals available and have a safe area for the students to
access them, Some schools already have a gay strait alliance and have safe
place for students to gather. Now it’s our turn to reach out and add the
transgender student to that alliance. Because of the hate and violence in our
schools this task will become of the hardest of all we do. We hear of the
transgender student, always having to go back home and change and not
allowed back on campus until he or she identifies as the person on the
student roster. The school officials and the student population can’t deal
with a lot, not only with school boards and parents of the students attending
class but the bully and their lack of respect of others. So to have an openly
gay or lesbian students or god forbid a transgender student facing them just
add to the dilemma of teaching.
Just recently I gave a presentation to 25 grade 11 students. I was asked
to talk about the issues the transgender community face. The teacher
reaching out beyond the realm of education discussed the David Reamer
story to his students. He had seen a TV program and thought it would be a
good topic to discuss. I then got a phone call asking if I would come and talk
to the students. This was the first time that most of the students ever saw a
transgender woman speaking openly about issues and smiling as she talked.
I think I opened a few eyes. I had one hour and an extra 20 minutes for
questions and answers, some interesting questions were asked of me and I
answered with honesty and from the heart. Also in the room were the
principal, the liberian and one of the school councilors. I was allowed access
to the 25 students. Having people of authority present made my presentation
easier, it’s sort of my safety net when talking to youth. Dealing with an
angry parent or school board trustee would be another story. They would
have banned this horrible person from the halls of education. It was sort of a
safety net when talking to the youth. We don’t really know who is in the
audience, especially in the schools.
My next topic is one of police interaction and police awareness of our
Community.
Working with your police can be very challenging. There is the old
school police officers that control the new enlisted men and women, there
are the police unions that have an in-house agenda that nothing will change.
There are the police supervisors and management that have to bring all the
issues of ethnic diversity, religious rights, cultural minorities to the squad
room before each officer starts their beat. We hear about police officers
standing around while someone gets beaten up. Just some of the daily
routine police officers observe each day. Now if we incorporate the
transgender person into the picture it can become rather blurred. What rights
do we have when a police officer shows up or stops us for a traffic violation?
What rights do we have if a place is raided? What rights do we have when
our legal identity and our assumed identity are different? Just some of the
questions we have to ask ourselves, and some of the questions we do have to
worry about.
Does your police department have a Hate Crime unit or a Bias Crime
Unit? I know that Boston has one. Most police services across the USA now
have some sort of Hate Crime Unit. This is where you start. Being a
transgender person is not a crime, being abused is. At least in Canada. I have
heard that some states have old laws that will not allow you to dress in the
clothes of the opposite sex.
Get an interview with the officers that work that unit, tell them what is
going on and how the police can help. Find out if there is there some sort of
liaison with the gay and lesbian communities? Find out when and where
they meet. Start to attend these meetings and when ever the words Gay and
Lesbian are said add don’t forget Transgender to the dialogue. After a few
meetings people will soon know that you are there. Add some references to
the minutes of the meeting. All police meetings have detailed minutes. Like
I said don’t go in with an attitude.
A little history. Ottawa sent two police officers to Boston to see what they
could do in promoting a Hate Crime unit in Ottawa. They spent several
weeks, looking and educating them selves on what was being done and how
they could incorporate the idea to the Chief of Police in Ottawa. This was in
1992. With all the information in hand they came back and in 1993 Ottawa
held a press release. There was an open forum in the police headquarters
building and the public were invited to attend. In the room were the police
officers who went to Boston, the Chief of Police, senior members of the
police force, recently recruited police officers, members of the Mayors
office and city council, national and local television reporters, national and
local press, about 70 people in total filled the room, but mostly from the gay
and lesbian communities and one transgender person. I was with a dear
friend and the meeting was held in the headquarters main reception room.
I am talking about 12 years ago when we were the targets of sensationalism.
Like I said I sat with a friend near the back of the room, not realizing that I
was being filmed. A camera person was a using a long distant lens. A room
full of visible minorities and who do the cameras focus on, this individual.
I had about 5 seconds of national news exposure about 7 seconds of local
news exposure. At that time my ex was watching the news and saw me. She
knew of my outreach in the community and this was the first time that she
actually seen me. I guess that I was outed by the press.
The Chief of Police at that meeting promoted this new Hate Crime
unit and a book called “Looking Toward A Distant Horizon”. a book written
for the police by a gay and lesbian activist to access the Gay and Lesbian
communities and how the police can help, educate and become aware of the
issues. I thought it was important that we should be there, to become visible
especially at the beginning of the formation of the Hate Crime Unit in
Ottawa.
There was also the formation of the liaison unit of the GLBT
communities. Every month since the formation of the liaison I have
attended, maybe I have missed several but the police and the gay/lesbian
became aware that there was still a community that needed protection. 12
years ago when I walked into the foyer of the police department into a group
of people gathered for the reception was an adrenaline rush. What was I
doing?
Being visible to the police is important, as our issues are a lot
different. The clothes that we ware may cause friction to a police officer that
has stopped us for a infraction of traffic act, a ride program, a verbal
comment or physical harassment. IFGE several years ago put out a wallet
size info guide that is used if and when the police stopped you. The most
important thing listed was, don’t lie or make the police officer become
defensive, never shows a bogus driver’s license or any bogus identity.
Working with the police is very rewarding and can opens many doors
to the communities we need to reach. And with the police what better venue
is available. In the next 10 years there will be turnover of the old guard
police. A new and improved model will take over. These new police officers
have been educated as public relation people, to serve and protect not goons
that carry a gun. Their attitudes about policing have changed for the better,
and making awareness of visible minorities becoming our allies. Policing in
Ottawa has really changed as they are now reaching out into the Gay
Lesbian and Transgender communities for new recruits. 12 years ago the
police had a hard time saying the words gay, lesbian, and transgender now it
on their agenda. I have introduced many transfolk to the Chief of Police our
Deputy Chiefs, our Mayor and local leaders to let them know we exist and
want to become members of their community. They have opened their arms
to include us.
In Canada a private members bill C250 was presented to our
government in our House of Commons (like your senate) to amend the
Canadian Human Right Act to include any hate crime to any Gay or Lesbian
person a federal offence. This was bill was passed in 2004 Another private
members bill C396 also to amend the Canadian Human Rights Act to
include Gender Identity/Gender Expression as prohibited grounds of
discrimination. This bill and its amendment are one of many, to be brought
forward in the next sitting of our government. We have a long way to go and
being there makes it possible. I hope that the transgender movement is alive
and well here in the USA. Are you ready to stand up and be counted?