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I live near Toronto and I'm always interested in meeting other cross dressers. I have met some at Wildside in Toronto, but there are many others.I took some pictures at a Christmas party at Wildside in Dec 99 . They appear below the pictures of me alone.

Please feel free to contact me at bobi@sympatico.ca

Love to all,
Barbara
Updated Sept 2000

UPDATED Feb 25, 2007

Barbara Satin

www.wildside.org

I am a 39 year old 'male lesbian' and my male counterpart is a 65 year old retired weatherman. I have always worshipped the female body; so much so that ever since I was about twelve years old, I have taken any and all opportunities that occurred to dress in female clothes-usually in private.

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   I guess I started with my sisters clothes. She was one year younger than me, but about the same height and not skinny. We were often alone in the house where we lived with our parents, and it wasn't hard to get rid of her for a while. But the best days were those that I was alone in the house. Then I could investigate my sisters clothes, and when I got really daring, my mothers clothes.
     I was soon a lover of the feel of satins, silks, and even rayon. I progressed through most of my sisters underwear and skirts. Her blouses and other tops were alas too small. Anyway, I loved the feel of skirts against silky half slips and nylon sheathed legs. I loved the feel of her silky panties on my buttocks and her nice silky bras against my tender young nipples.
    Over the years, my love of female clothing has continued and advanced. I often have wished that I had real breasts instead of pads. I wish I could look like an authentic girl when dressed as one. Oh yes! I know it could be done, but only with major surgery and great expense. I guess I'll just have to satisfy myself with being a crossdressing male.

Over the past couple of years, I have been feeling a strong desire to 'come out' as some might put it; to develope my female personality, and to socialize as Barbara. I have been out on 'dates' with a few fellows contacted thru message boards on the 'world wide web', but I have not been very comfortable with many of them. I have come to the conclusion that I am a male lesbian. Why? Because I desire female company rather than male company. I want to go out with girls--not guys! The best answer is other cross dressers. My wife is OK with my going out with other cross dressers, but she would not be if I went out with other biological girls. I am basicly a heterosexual cross dresser. I have gone out a few times. Those times I went out with a guy were not great because he was bi and assumed I was too., Well, I'M NOT. I cannot be excited about a male---another cross dresser yes, but not a guy.

My hobbies include coin collecting, web surfing, and girl watching. My interest include girl watching, science fiction, computers, and sex. My friends are other cross dressers, but my best friend is my faithful dog Kasper. She is in some of my pictures. Shes a 55 lb german shepherd and is my protector and guard-dog. My favorite human friends are those with nice breasts, because I love breasts!