My first memories of dressing go way back, but only in the past few years have i really started to explore my inner self, and what a great feeling it is.

    When i was young and still living at home i used to wait until everybody was out of the house and explore my mothers closets. Luckily my mother has always put pride into her appearance and dressed very feminine, so the choice of clothes in her wardrobe was vast, making it a real pleasure to dress as feminine as i liked. I remember one time she went out to work for the day and i was left all by my lonesome, so you can imagine the thrill of having the next 8 hours to dress. After putting on some make-up, choosing the right clothes and shoes' I started parading around the house acting out my feminine illusion. The door opened and in came mother, the shock of her coming home after only an hour was devastating. I bounded up the stairs as fast i could and locked my self in the bathroom. Still to this day i am not really sure whether she saw me or not, but the thrill that it gave me to think that she seen me as i wanted to be was overwhelming.

    Their has been a handful of times like the one above, but nothing compares to when my girlfriend a few months ago found out my secret. Let me explain.

    She was about to have a shower and went looking in one of my draws for a sarong to wear afterwards; how was she to know that underneath the one that she picked out was all of my lingerie. Well it was time to come out and let her in on my most precious secret. So we sat down and talked it all through; devastated is probably the right words to use here. She couldn't believe that her boyfriend was telling her all of this. "you like to what". Well after that encounter things have calmed down a bit and the next week we went shopping together and bought some new clothes. Being in the shop with her while she pointed at clothes for me was very unusual but very exciting also.
    She still finds it difficult, who wouldn't, but she has started to come to terms with it and has even started looking into the Psychological side of things. With any look Pipper will progress even further along the road of femininity.
Transforming myself into a woman will always be a part of my life as the feelings are wonderful and it just keeps on getting better.