scared little girl
i am a scared little girl
in this world i cant hardly understand
so i stay to myself
that’s the only way i can stay safe
i would see all the abuse
i’d see the pain going on
the only thing i can do is hide
i don’t want to come out and face him
but he forced me to come out
and he forced me to talk to him
when i stuttered he yelled at me
and when i cryed he told me to stop
so now i am here
sometimes i wish i was not
i do not cry anymore
and now i don’t stutter
i try to hide how i’m feeling
and i cant show my pain
i remember what he did to me
but i try to forget
that scared little girl is still inside me
and hiding is what she’ll always be doing
~Shy~