About Me

Well, I was born in the tiny little town of Hawthorn, Nv in August 1980 . I have 2 brothers and 4 sisters, each of us a few years apart (yes.. mom was a busy lady!). Although my family is not totally togather, my family is the closest people I have. If I wasn't blessed with the family I have, I don't think I could have ever came this far. So, I thank mom for doing what she did (with no regrets).

I am mulloto (bi-racial), I've got brown eyes and hair. Someday I want to cut my hair really really short (hopefully i will grow taller) and after that I'll be able to get peircings (just my nose and left eyebrow) and also a tatoo of a egyptian eye on my shoulder.

Right now I am bisexual, but I think I prefer girls more than guys.

I also paint murals (I worked on one at the Nevada Museum of Art for the city of Reno) and I can draw oK. I love people (although some types are hard to resist Hating), especially exotic people that are not easily camafluaged, if you get what I'm sayin'. I love working out; mainly running and lifting weights.. I'm not the type of girl who likes sitting around during Weights class.

I DO NOT smoke. It's not that I don't just because someone says it's bad for my health (I do other things that are bad for my health, hehe :-) Smoking is the nastiest habbit (or one of the more nastier habbits) a person (who probably wanted to be like someone else other than themself) could get hooked on.

Anyways, the music I like varies. R&B.. is ok. Rap... is oK. Techno... is got to be my #1. I love any rave type music. I also like tribal UK, trip hop, ambient, trance.. anything like that. So, I guess that's it for now. Later when I get a scanner you can see me. Cool? :)

That's probably one of the most hardest questions for me to answer. Anybody can tell someone there name or what they like, but those are only things about them. Considering that I am a very changing person, the best answer I could be able to give is.. differant. I am very different because not many people look like me and I don't find many who act like I do. But sometimes I imagine myself being a different person, like someone I want to be. I think that's my higher self or something like that..

If you don't like what you are doing.. there is no point in doing it, right? And if you don't like who you are.. then I think it is time for a change. And that is what I believe to be the reason why we were put on this earth. We were put on this earth to experience who we are and who we want to be. It is not God's plan that we stay the same. If you were to stay the same person as you are, there would be no point in growth. And in my opinion, when someone chooses to stop growing - that's when they die. So, basically my attitude of life is that life is meant to be lived and experienced no matter who you choose to be, no one can ever condemn you for being who you are but yourself.

Ok, a little bit more on who I am.. (at the moment). My name is Sarah, I sometimes refer to myself as Shy because that's who I am. I'm somewhat on the introverted side, which doesn't bother me at all. At this period in my life I choose to be with myself more than with others. I try not to stay too alone because then it is very easy to fall into depression.

I used to work as a cashier at K-mart when I just turned 16. At first the thought of me working with people on the cash register really scared me. But I knew that it was something I had to experience to help bring me out of my extreme shyness and plus I figured that just as long as I got paid, I didn't (or tryed not to) care about much of anything. I didn't want to get to caught up in my job of survising customers when all I was doing was getting paid.

But something weird about me is that it seems very difficult for me to build up enough anitiative to do things on my own (at times). Usually I would start writing on something and then lose interest or not finish what I started. I do better when something or someone depends on my work and it needs to be done.
Another thing about me is that I love anything that has to do with writing..I have thought about going into reporting or journalism or something like that. But I seriously don't know what I'm going to do or where I'll go. A lot of these so-important things that people are so worried about (like school, graduating, college, blah, blah, blah..) I really don't care about. I know that school is considered important and you need to get an education. But I don't think that going to school is important (at least to me). I have had a hard time at school, not because it was so boring, but mainly because I don't see any point in sitting all day infront of a desk all day for 7 hours, staring at the teacher in the front of the room (you have to pretend your accually listening..) and doing these activities that I see no point at all in doing -- as if my poor life depends on it.