The Lie

how could something so small
ruin me like this
i told you that it was a lie
and i told you that i didn’t mean what i said
but you couldn’t accept that
only because i hurted you
during the time you needed me most
and now i said im sorry
but you wont forgive me
now it is the time that i need you most
and you are not here for me
all because of one small lie
one small lie that meant the world
and determined life and death
a lie that i will never forgive myself for saying
a lie that i will never repeat again
how could i say that i dont love you?

~Shy~ 1