Good question! I would have to say between 8 & 9 years old I began to feel like I was "different" in some way. I vividly remember sneaking into my mom's lingerie drawer & trying on her pantyhose. At the time, I didn't understand why I liked to do it- I just know it felt good to me!

When did you start dressing up?

When I was 10,  I began trying on my sister's clothes & experimenting with her makeup. Throughout my teen years there were numerous occasions where I was home alone & I'd take advantage of these opportunities to raid sister's closets!

When did you start buying your own clothes?

Ahhh! Another triumph in every young girl's life! At age 16, I had an opportunity living in a foreign country, so that i can have my own wardrobe. At that time, I just straight down to the mall & start browsing the racks. Of course, the first experience I had was using "gifts for my girlfriend" as an universal excuse as many of us.  The first outfit I bought her was a silver dress and matching pumps. It was so easy but, at the time, it was a bit scary, too. To this day, I'm sure the checkout girl knew I was a closet transvestite buying the outfit for myself.

Does anyone know you wear women's clothes?

No. I'm basically closeted & I'd prefer to stay that way for now. The only person who knows me was a salesgirl in JCPenny. She's an extremely pretty and understandable GG. She's always been someone I could talk to. In a sea of insanity, we've always served as "life rafts" for one another. It was a occasion that i was picking up a dress.  It was a such long story.

Have you ever been out dressed?

Actually, I have been out as much as possible at the moment I was there. The biggest reason I'm confident enough to dress out much is I'm gifted a slim frame and with not much masculine sign. I was often out dressed to do grocery shopping, movies.

Do you consider yourself a transvestite, crossdresser, trans- gendered, bi, hetero, ect? Have you ever considered SRS?

I consider myself a hetero crossdresser/ hetero transvestite. I don't do this full time, I'm a part-time gal. I love both my male & female roles (slightly weighted on female side tough ).  so I wouldn't wipe out the possibility  having SRS. I love women; everything about them, the way they look, sound, smell, feel, taste, and even wanna be them. My ultimate goal in life is to find a girl who will love me not only as my male side, but also the womanhood I feel like inside. I feel that CDs make excellent husbands or boyfriends. We're kinder, gentler, more understanding, supportive & care about appearance than those so-called macho men. And besides, at least WE understand the logic behind owning 25 pairs of shoes & why good makeup costs more & how much effort goes into getting ready.

What are your measurements?

Why do you wanna know that? Are you going to buy me a present?! O.K. For those of you who are interested, here are my stats...

• HEIGHT = 5'86"
• WEIGHT = 130 lbs.
• CUP SIZE = 36C (with help, of course!)
• DRESS SIZE = 6 (med. if it's stretchy, small)
• SHOE SIZE = women's 10