I tryed to find more information about what I was and why I wanted to dress. I searched the library stacks for an answer, too afraid to ask for help. The resources about Transvestism were thin. All the books were psycology books that looked upon crossdressing as a mental disorder that should be treated & cured. The magazine were no better. They painted a lurid picture of Transvestites as perverts.
The result was that I wasted 25 years on doubt and guilt. I went through the purges. I swore to myself that I'd never do this again. I even join a gym and put on muscles on the theory that if I was MACHO enough, I'd stop wanting to dress. It didn't work. I thought that I'd stop dressing if I found the right woman. The right woman came and went and still I felt the need & desire to dress.
I have only resently come to accept the truth. I can not cure myself. I must accept what I am. So I've opened this web page to let the world know that I am here!
Note: It's been over a year now I really do enjoy being Carrie. If you were like me and scared of be gender gifted, don't be. It's the best thing that ever happened to me!!
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