Jason's poetry - Stupid Faggot

Stupid Faggot

Hey stupid faggot what’s wrong with you?
you’re buff, you’re hot, and you’re easy too
when drinking too much at the bars
leads to hot sex and blowjobs in cars
even when the night is nearly done
there is always someone willing to have fun
it’s not too hard to grab a guy by the hand
and take him home for a one night stand
each one you meet you think is the one
until you wake up the next day and find him gone
then it’s the alcohol you always blame
for the fact that you can’t remember his name

your self esteem must be shot to hell
but with your shallowness you hide it well
stupid faggot, you act like you don’t feel pain
but your feelings of loneliness will always remain
no matter what or who you do
it will never fill the void inside of you
you wish you didn’t care
but life is never fair
you’d rather fuck, drink or dance
than take a hard look at your circumstance
what good are all your friends high on “X”
when all you think about is empty sex


stupid faggot, open your eyes
there’s more to life than fucking and lies
the gay community
is full of opportunity
but you just keep on acting like a whore
it’s never enough, you always want more
even with all the danger of diseases
your promiscuity never ceases
you’re telling yourself a lie
thinking that you won’t die
you work your magic like a game of charades
in quiet denial of the fear of AIDS
you watch with tears in your eyes
as another one of your friends dies


stupid faggot, what’s your plan?
quit being a bitch and act like a man
don’t believe all the hype
stop perpetuating the stereotype
not all gay men listen to Madonna
or have a penchant for drama
you can still be cold and mean
and not act like a fucking queen
nothing screams “fag”
like a man in drag


stupid faggot, you’re better than that
don’t let them treat you like that
no matter what some people say
it’s not a bad thing to be gay
one day you’ll find the insight
realize there is no Mr. Right
and the comfort you crave
can’t be found at a techno-rave
but deep inside your soul
try to make happiness your goal
there is something in your heart
that sets you apart
feel it inside
it’s hidden pride

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