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you promised to love me forever
you promised to be with me forever
you promised to be mine forever
you promised to never break my heart
you promised no tears
you never said your promises were lies
I would hate you
but
I promised to love you forever
I promised to be with you forever
I promised to be yours forever
I promised to never break your heart
I promised no tears
My promises were not lies
Women!
grey life
grey memory
grey faith
you die
for your guilt
never sever your veins...
sever your black nightmares
break that blindness...friend
unseen poltergeist
you hang on our daylight
desire our midnight
sleep poltergeist... sleep
pain
need
devotion
tears
and
faith
it
is
all
mine...
your soul
this purple darkness
our warm silence
we are lost souls in the night
so close
forever
pollute our weary existence
with your negative acts
so we struddle through society
because we are controversial
it's not a choice
Remember
Remeber
when we were younger,
and we would watch the stars
and I said that your green eyes glittered
and your smile was as white as snow
and your laugh was like music to my ears
and your long hair was as black as night
and your singing was like a nightengales
and I asked you to be my wife?
Remeber,
You shattered my heart
because you said you were in love
with Ditzel McLean:
he was your prince
and you were going to be his wife
and you said I was silly and weird
because girls don't fall in love with girls
So,
You became Ditzel's bride
and you had two children
and it looks like you're crying again
and Ditzel isn't your husband now
so if I say I was still--
But,
you say,
my green eyes don't glitter like emeralds now
my smile isn't as white as snow now
and I don't laugh anymore
and my long hair is all messy
and I don't sing--
But,
I say,
You want to know what?
I'm still in love with you
so... if I gave you this ring
and asked you... again
what would you say?
And,
you said,
Yes...
Obsession
Obsession...
Blue twilight dances in her crystal eyes
I watch her in gentle silence
in this boat
on the still surface of this lake
I cry a thousand tears
Obsession...
frozen rose
shallow whisper
you drift
fall...
dazzling intamate we
fierce hold on sheets
you whisper I excite you
I smile that tender smile
dazzling intimate we...
Written on the V-Fridge under the name Raven
Too much time with that loser
freeze this perfect tulip
lay it in a shallow grave
you ruined my love
I am your sweetest hell
to a stinging memory
farewell precious dream...
so naive
but afraid
slowly come sickness
scared nightmare
lies here
her flawed soul
with sweet blue veins
losing her heart
losing her dreams
afraid she'll die...
winged
warebeast
pulsating
through
this
vengeful
enchantress
stop
neverending
loneliness
she said: I have seen you in the library,
you seemed so lonely among all those stacks of books...
she said: I have seen you getting your tattoo,
you looked a little queasy...
she said: I have seen you at a party,
you were so quiet around all our old friends...
she said: I have seen you on that drawbridge,
your eyes were captivating in the moonlight...
she said: I have seen you by our stream,
there were dear all around you...
she said: I have seen you at Rutgers lighting a cigarette,
I didn't know you smoke...
she said: I have seen you at MacMillions playing your guitar,
but you didn't seem to notice me watching you...
she said: I have seen your twin at the old apartment,
she didn't seem like herself... she said: I have seen you watching the stars,
you still do it in silence...
she said: I have see you performing in wisconson,
you sounded lonesome, but still majestic...
she said: I have seen you playing with little Geneva and Sykes, you're still so cool with the children...
she said: I have seen you driving down Pritchard Boulecard,
you looked so tired...
she said: I have seen you talking to Old Lady Evelyn,
I laughed...
she said: I have seen you at that riot in the mall, I touched your shoulder...
she said: I have seen you singing in the rain,
you looked a little wet, but still so remarkable...
she said: I have seen you at McDonalds,
I was standing right beside you, silent, trembling, frozen...
she said: I have not seen you since October,
you seem happy...
I said: Why didn't you say something to me?
she said: Because you were with... her...
I thurst for this beautiful warrior
pain bridges our hearts
uniting her sprit with mine
The Future
Dock
Board
You shot into that green lunar cloud
Hypnotize
Breed
six-legged, dedly specimen
Life?
Me, I am still human...
I am blessed with this vibrant promise:
you cushioning me with your majestic sprit
while I nestle into your beloved heart...
She still lives in that valley
buried by twilight and dawn
her heart wails silent
but I hear it
and emerge, rising from sleep
her green eyes shimmer with emptiness
so I fill her with life... again
this enigma
is free
impaired by
no woman
and that's the
absolute truth!
You said you didn't criticze...
No?
You said I had small feet, so I wished on a star for bigger ones.
You said to stop eating sugar,
so I stopped for you.
You said you don't like scarred knees
, so I had them operated on for you.
You said I lacked morals,
broken, I said nothing.
You said I talked too much,
so I shut up.
Then you said I was too quiet,
?
You said you liked treasures,
so I got two jobs for you-
it still wasn't enough...
You said you were hot,
I got you a pool-
you never noticed it...
You said I was a nobody,
so I became somebody...
You said you'd never break this heart,
so why did you?
you said never abuse you,
yet you abused me inside...
You said I'd never cry if I was yours,
yet these tears, they haven't stopped...
You said it was a real nightmare,
then why were you with me if it was?
You said because I said I'll change,
But I did change for you!
You said it's not enough.
You said I must not love you.
I looked at you in astonishment and said,
go... to... hell!!!
written as Soulsearcher on the V-Fridge
fuse your power with dance
but expand your mind
I am your cosmic clone
that you abducted
with those midnight eyes
meld with me...
If I improved this broken existence,
could you love me again?
Because if you go,
I shall fade inside...
If I couldn't spell,
would you still love me?
Yes.
If I couldn't see,
would you still love me?
Yes.
If I couldn't give you a baby,
would you still love me?
Yes.
If I couldn't be an angel,
would you still love me?
Yes.
Why?
Why?
Yes, Why?
Because you love me for my self...
Oh...
Ifs
if I gave you a million stars,
would you cry?
if I gave you the Milky Way,
would you laugh at me?
if I gave you thoussands of crescent moons,
would you smile at me?
if I gave you hundreds of violet flowers,
would you speak to me?
if I gave you eighty singing nightingales,
would you listen to them?
if I gave you sixty exotic butterflys,
would it be overwhelming to you?
if I gave you twenty castles,
would you disappear on me?
if I touched you,
would you tremble?
if I held you,
would you hold me?
if I gave you nine plums,
would you be preplexed?
if I gave you a few tender kisses,
would your heart flutter?
if I gave you two cats,
would you still be lonely?
if I gave you this empty heart of mine,
would you deny it?
if I gave you one fruitcake,
would you eat it?
if I gave you every if and my eternal love,
would you be my bride?
The above midi is playing "Unbreak My Heart" by, Toni Braxton
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