The room of complete, and utter madness. You may leave your mind at the door, and play with mine for a while. Below are some wraparound poems I wrote on The V-fridge. To comeprehend, just step back a few words and continue, keep doing this to get each meaning of each line.

influence divine loving nothing for me to discern responsibility great problems she exhorts detached and I be your free consciousness value defeat desire elude lack through impersonal enormous aversion among contrast it primarily anonymous we constitute choice on contrary concept I act real natural as I am self set sole servant rule realm being these but interpretation as sole tradition follow open inevitable theological guilt in activist play controversial characteristic with abstract mystery night of compassion transforms specific truth acting the observer her living unquestioning struggle interpret those responsible ethic elusive nation inexplicable atheism ... ...

coward obsession guilt sadness broken soul within death never devour suffering quiet same sleeps in silence

cry ululate predicting forgotten voyage while sound through descendants these whispers flood murder savage feast among other black promise malaria relief scream maneating sacrifice scorch with this blaze our hunger we rape silence forever anticipate civilizeed instinct cannibalize empire raise sphinx thirst discover blood goddess extinguish murderous darkness vanish fever solitude sweat my heat which she penetrates me ...

Wipe Away the Tears.... forever holding you down gentley kissing you close your green eyes look inside the truth whispers inside my body aches for you to look deeper into my grey blue eyes are filled with tears that fall onto you came into my life is heaven now you're looking deeply into my eyes are dry

you whisper my name sounds strange coming from your lips touch mine I pray

scarred myself pure goodbye cannot become silence steady lifetime down quiet black razor soul of hell precious mine while disease I trust peace destruct the integrity you dream we kiss your same want this God in faith sever me my vein suffering remorse only which those destroy blindness razor guilt within begging coward stains sickness furthest hold nightmare and devour perfect isolation fade death but existence stinging tears beat truth despise lowest enemy shell single somebody everything tried denial lost loneliness contaminate that crucifix obsession underneath confessions morals never break save best scared heart disgrace paranoia realize our funeral one love nothing ever fear ocean sore nerves here sleep bleed away memory far deeper crawl systematic hurt these broken flawed hope lies feeding for reason through need ruined sweet losing cure prayers function disappear sadness exit pain wash sad farewell dust below river slowly as all pray among murky hypocrisy with more terrible animals decline to explode blue devotion kill her disappoint sweetest high fixed skined knees betray rotten friend caught finished worst void erase life come raw suicidal time better expect ache closer clinging thing bury die ...

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