Hi you are visiting Pamela's place. Pamela is a crossdresser who loves sexy clothes and high heels.She also loves leather and bondage and all things naughty. She loves girl talk and will do her best to get back to everyone.Still learning about how to use html. I live in Mississauga Canada . Some history. Started dressing when I was twelve. With no prior sexual experience or guidance I was drawn to my mothers room. I opened the drawer where her panty hose were kept. My heart was racing and my penis was hard(as it had been before and which I did not understand) . I put on a pair of her hose. It was heaven. I tried on a pair of her heels. Although a couple of sizes too small they were open toe and slingbacks and I could walk. My heart was pounding and my cock was pulsating and pressing against the nylon. I walked in front of the mirror. A strange sensation came over me which I did not recognize. I continued walking swaying my hips like the sluttiest girl I had seen. Soon I experienced something I had never felt before.You guessed it ,my first orgasm. It was a strange and wonderful sensation. This hot sticky liquid exploding out of my cock. At first I thought something was terribly wrong and that God had found a way to punish me for dressing in my moms clothes.I felt so guilty and confused but I new I loved both the feeling of the panty hose and heels but also the change inside me as I dressed. From that day on I new I was different.More details to come.Please e-mail me if you want more details about this period of my life.
I dressed at every opportunity.Once my family went away on a two week vacation.I stayed dressed most of the time of course sampling different looks. It was heaven.I envied the teenage girls on my street and wished I was one of them, walking up the street in my tight jeans and skirts in high heels. I loved the high school girls in their uniforms. Especially the older ones who shortened their skirts and wore chunky high heels and white socks. Oh if I could only have been one of them. Alas only in my dreams. My first exposure to bondage came the summer of my 13th year.A group of us two other guys and one girl would go to the forest nearby .To make a long story short, Donna(not her real name) and I usually end up tied up , I think she loved bondage.The feel of the restraint on my ankles and wrists were unbelievable.I was all innocent fun but for me it opened up another interest that became mixed up with my crossdressing.I continued closet dressing until university . At that time I stopped cold and concentrated only "manly" activities such as girls chasing drinking and sports. Got married and started my career without dressing or conciously thinking about it until Penthouse magazine started openly writing about dressing and all those feelings came back. I guess it was a trigger.I tried to interest my wife who was shocked and not supportive but allowed me to wear pantyhose occasionally'but only if she was extemely hot And horny herself. I secretly dressed and usually got caught as she would spot that here clothes had been worn or her heels had been streched.She would get upset and angry. I was then that I started to aquire my first wardrobe. Thinking back if it was possible I should have began living my life as a female in my early teens. However we can't change the past!!!!
>>>>>>> Forward at warp speed to 1998. After many purges and denials throughout the years I realized that after beginning to explore on the net that there are many more like me . I made the decision. A decision I should have made years ago. Pamela was allowed to come out. She is still very much in the closet but the sense of relief and excitment that Pamela exists and its ok is unbelievable. Don't know exactly where this will take me but it feels great so far. Pamela would love questions and girl talk so please email her. Some stuff about Pamela......AGE> 39+ a girl never tells HEIGHT> 6ft.bare feet WEIGHT> too much now target 175-180(wish me luck)
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1. High Heels....chunky high heels,chunky high heels with platforms,high heels with ankle straps,high heels with locking ankle straps,all sexy shoes!!!!!!>>PLS NOTE..Pamela is looking for stores that carry chunky high heels in size 11 or 12.Pls email me if you know of any...Thanks
2.Panty hose....all panty hose,stay ups,seamed,fishnet stockings. Worn with sexy minis,tight jean cutoffs,tight jeans etc.
3.Bondage....cuffs,collars,leashes,restraints,leather outfits,latex outfits,rubber outfits,floggers,whips,etc. Can be sub or can be dom.
4.Girls....sexy girls,naughty girls,girls who like stuff in 1,2 and 3 above.Pamela is a lesbian!!! Loves to be with girls and cd/tv's(since they are girls too).Pamela loves the taste of lipstick and two girls with lipstick kissing!!!!!!
5.Role playing.... Pamela has a great imagination and loves role playing.Especially>>sexy housewife,business executive,sexy senior high school girl,teacher,sexy sleazy hooker,Scully,you name it if it involves "girls"
6.Sites of interest: Debbie's Den, Northbound Leather, Wildside, Classic Shoe
7.Girl talk....Pamela loves to chat and receive e-mail and one day meet others with like interests...Pamcd@hotmail.com
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8.Pictures....Soon!(after I lose 30lbs and 30 years) LOL
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