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Am I a cross dresser or a transvestite?
Let me tell you a little about me and how I know which I am.
I started cross dressing at a very early age. probably about 11 or so, certainly as soon as I reached puberty. I remember my very first experience was soon after Christmas one year. As children we were awakened on Christmas morning with presents at the end of of our bed in a traditional woman's stocking. I remember slipping mine under the mattress for a few days before trying it on one night. It was tremendous thrill and sexually very exciting but I didn't fully understand what was going on at the time.
Later that summer there was an article in the Sunday times colour supplement about transvestites and I was captivated. At last I saw myself and understood what was going on.
From then on I undertook to try on my mother's and sister's clothes as often as I could. I discovered that my sister had a pair of stockings and a matching set of panties, bra & suspenders hidden away - I am sure that I ended up wearing them more than she did.
I became a teenager and it all died away. Cars and girls dominated my life at college and later university. i thought it had just been a cross dressing phase. I got my degree and returned to London, living with my parents and working in town. still nothing untoward. perhaps it was all over - just part of puberty.
Then something strange happened. I bought a flat. Not in itself unusual but something snapped on the morning that I drove towards it to take up residence.
For some reason I took a detour off my route and went to a Marks & Spencers. There I bought a matching black bra, panties & suspender set and some very luxurious lace-topped stockings. The assistants were very helpful. They either believed me when I said they were for my girlfriend or had seen it all before.
Once at the flat I got changed and all the feelings & memories came flooding back. Sexually I felt so alive and electric. I could help but pleasure my self over and over again. I was back as a cross dresser.
Soon afterwards I discovered mail order and purchased a few other items. Stiletto court shoes, a mini skirt a couple of nice short dresses, some more underwear, a wig and some makeup. I continued to cross dress at every opportunity. I adored how my body felt encased is smooth & sexy lingerie
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