What Do I Have To Do?
You make it hard to breathe
It's as if I'm suffocating
And when you're next to me
I can feel your heartbeat through my skin
It makes me sad to think
This all could be for nothing
I wish there was a way
For you to see inside of me
I've never felt this way
About anyone or anything
Tell me
What do I have to do to make you happy?
What do I have to do to make you understand?
What do I have to do to make you want me?
And, if I can't make you want me
What do I have to do?
I know exactly what you're thinking
But I swear this time I will not let you down
I'm not as selfish as I used to be
That was a part of me that never made me proud
Right now I think I would try anything
Anything at all to keep you satisfied
God I hope you see what loving you would do to me
All I want is one more chance, so tell me...
What do I have to do to make you love me?
-Stabbing Westward-

Waking Up Beside You
I've been so alone for so long
Forgotten by the world
Forgotten to myself
Your effervescent eyes have awakened me
And brushed the dust away
But I knew you'd never stay
So I memorized the color of your eyes as I lost myself inside you
And I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside you
I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you
At night I cling to you, I'm so afraid
Afraid the day will come
And I'll wake and find you gone
But you promised that you'd not abandon me
And kissed my fears away
But I woke up to that day
But I had memorized the way our eyes
would meet reflected in the bathroom mirror
And I memorized your naked silhouette as you slowly brushed your hair
I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you
I've been so alone for so long
I forgot how much it hurts
To wake up so alone
But I memorized how warm your body felt
as you lay half asleep beside me
And I memorized the way the sunlight
filled the room and played upon your body
I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you
I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you
-Stabbing Westward-

Inside You
I feel your lips
I taste your skin
I need to know
I need to feel you from within
As your blood burns through my skin
I feel complete
I breathe you in
It's where you end and I begin
If only I could stay here...forever
So much to tell you
So much to confide
Now that I'm inside you
We are flesh
We are one
So why do I feel so much guilt for what I've done?
As your blood burns through my skin
I feel release
I breathe you in
It's where you end and I begin
If I could only stay here...forever
So much to tell you
So much to give you
So much to confide
Now that I'm inside you
-Stabbing Westward-

What You Want
I love to love you
I love to love you
Some boys are full of noise
But boy you caught my ear
Wanna see if you got something to say
No lies or alibies
The nonsense stops here
Be my friend or you could be on your way
Play it smart boy
(Watcha gonna do?)
(Watcha gonna do?)
If you wanna reach me
Touch my heart boy
(Watcha gonna do)
(Watcha gonna do)
'Cause that's how to please me
Chorus
What you want, I can be
I'm the girl of your fantasy
As long as you love me
What you want, I can do
But all I ask of you
Is that baby you love me
Some boys want pretty toys
But I'm so much more
Can't you see that I'm a girl you can trust?
Get real with how you feel
Around my back door
Is this love or is it only a crush?
Listen up boy
(Watcha gonna do?)
(Watcha gonna do?)
And stop talking smack now
Back it up boy
(Watcha gonna do?)
(Watcha gonna do?)
Or step off that track now
Repeat Chorus X2
I love to love you
Love, is this love?
Does it fall from heaven above?
Do you feel it boy?
Can you feel me boy?
Talking
I know it's not right
I know it's not wrong
But right here, right now
Is where we belong
Repeat Chorus
What you want, I can be
I'm the girl of your fantasy
As long as you love me
-Mandy Moore-

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