I'm a 44 year old, single Transgendered Person. I live in one of the outer boroughs of NYC, where I was born and raised.
I was born male, and live and work as a male. But when I'm relaxing and playing, I am all woman. Now I don't know how else to explain it, but I am very comfortable living both roles. I have such a wonderful time as Jenny, and also have fun as my male self.
Through my teen years I kept a stash of Pantyhose and All-in-Ones under my bed, for easy access. I had fantasies of being a girl, and getting into all sorts of awkward situations. Mostly submissive types and some involving being helpless. (More will be revealed later) But the reality was that I was still male, I lived with alot of guilt, and didn't have a clue as to who I could confide in and explain these feelings. So I did the only thing a "normal teen boy" could do; I began to suppress this feminine side of me and do some male bonding, (which I've grown to regret, for I wish I had taken a little better care of myself)
I've lived most of my Adult life suppressing my feelings, but I had always managed to stay around the transgendered scene, as an admirer. In 1998, I made some life choices, which brought me back into the scene, again as an admirer :-( I began to hang out in the clubs again, but this time I confided in people about my desire to come out of the closet. Using the internet as a resource was also most helpful and WOW, was I surprised with the support I received. I got up the nerve to buy some Lingerie, and a starter makeup kit. From there I started to learn how to apply the makeup without looking like a clown, and soon enough, in september of 98 Jenny made her debut.
Well from there boys and girls I can honestly say I've had the most fun. I have been out to many str8, gay, and transgendered clubs, in and around NYC, and have even travelled to other states, to meet with other T*girls. My preferrences lately have been towards other transgendered girls like myself, I am bi-sexual. And those preferences may change as I grow and change also. Recently I've been exploring my submissive tendencies with a TG mistress, and I am absolutely delighted in my role as a sub.
I hope I've been able to express my feelings and desires to all of you who took the time to read this. And I'm trying to organize my pics in an order that you can see my growth into the woman I desire to be.
LOVE AND KISSES, JENNY
