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Poetry inspired by the NAMES Project AIDS Memorial Quilt (I saw it October 1996 in D.C.):


#1
i look down at the grave
ghost staring back into my past
with unseeing eyes
searching for life where it no longer resides
i turn away from the light

#2
They watched me die
like so many children, powerless
as I was
slowly evaporating away
burdens finding peace
in heavenly sleep

#7
I stood over the bed
Watching
Waiting
His lover by the bed
Snoozing
Dreaming
And he in the bed
Tossing
Turning
In a feverish fit.

His eyes opened
Fluttering
Focusing
And he stared up at me
Wondering
Questioning
As I lifted him to his feet.
And together we walked
Disappearing
Dissolving
I'm taking him home.

Vision
A Light
Brighter than a thousand suns
Harsh at first
Then warming, loving, comforting, embracing
Everything in sight.
And from the light they came
Old friends, lost family, loves no longer with us
Everyone joyful and celebrating their return
But then the light faded
And everyone with it.
I stood once more
On the field of death
Alone.


Stitching
Stitching
Your life together
After it has fallen apart
She doesn't have an easy job
But she gives it a try, just the same
Thinking maybe, just maybe
Those leftover pieces of life
Will keep someone
From doing
Stitching

But
They say gays get AIDS
But straights get AIDS, too.
They say whites get AIDS
But blacks get AIDS, too.
They say the poor get AIDS
But the rich get AIDS, too.
They say men get AIDS
But women get AIDS, too.
They say the young get AIDS
But the old get AIDS, too.
You say they can get AIDS
But you can get AIDS, too.

Lonely
I live with a corpse
Its heart beats
It breathes
But he has left me.

I kneel sometimes
By the bed
And pray
With silent tears
And false promises
That he will return.

But my angel has sprouted wings
And flown
Leaving me
With empty hope
And bittersweet happiness
Knowing he has gone away
To a place
Were suffering has no power.

So I sit here
Sipping coffee
And nibbling at a slice of damnation
As I consider
Sending the corpse away
Or giving it some company.

I wouldn't want it to get lonely.


Other poetry:

The Little Boy and the Old Man
Said the little boy, "Sometimes I drop my spoon."
Said the little old man, "I do that too."
The little boy whispered, "I wet my pants."
"I do that too," laughed the little old man.
Said the little boy, "I often cry."
The old man nodded, "So do I."
"But worst of all," said the boy, "it seems
Grown-ups don't pay attention to me."
And he felt the warmth of a wrinkled old hand.
"I know what you mean," said the little old man.
-Shel Silverstein

Inspiration or Vocation
Which do I choose?
I would choose inspiration,
But, it doesn't pay the bills
And don't I need food, clothing, shelter
To live to see my next inspiration?
I could choose vocation,
But then will my inspiration
Utter a sign and retire
To some dark corner of my mind,
Leaving an empty life?
And so I sit
With a puzzled look
Doing nothing.

In Hiding
They are here beneath
Beneath the shady protection of the forest.
They glimpse one another here and there
Here and there between the trunks of the trees.
They flee from the others
The others beneath the trees.
They do not want them to see
See who they really are.
They look out
Out past the borders of the forest.
They see the beauty and peace
Beauty and peace in the fields beyond.
They yearn to go
Go into the fields.
But they are afraid
Afraid of the revealing sunshine.
They are afraid
Afraid of the open air.
They are afraid
Afraid because the others will see.
So they stay here beneath
Beneath the shady protection of the forest.
-Jason C.


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