Hi!
As you already know my name is Amber and because you are here I guess
you also know that I was born as a man.
I also was not born in US. Since I was 12 years old I started dressing in women underwear. My mother was the same size as I was at that time and it helped me to find some clothes and underwear for myself. I was young and did not have enough money to buy silicone breast enhances. I wanted to feel and look like real woman so got from my mother work robber gloves, cut the fingers, fill them (fingers) with warm water and putted them in bra. They were warm and soft like real breasts.
When we came here my dream came true. After a short while I started working and have some money to buy women clothes. First it was embarrassing and my on ly feeling was that everybody looking at me. It took me some time to figure that nobody in the store really looking at me. When I buy women clothes I am not going to "Victoria's Secret" or any other specific store. There are so many regular places like "Target", "JCPenny", "K-Mart" and other were I could buy bra, panties and shoes. Everybody in those places look at me like I am buying a gift for somebody else. The only problem I have every time I am shopping is sizing (find correct size without putting it on). Some times I am going to the store right before it closing so there are not that many people in the store and I can choose more carefully and sometimes even put it (shoes) on and walk a little.
I not ready to tell my friends and family about my desire to become a women because I feel that if I tell them about me I am going to be alone in the whole world. That why I created this web page; I want to find somebody who can help me to become a woman and support me all the way to the end.
I also was not born in US. Since I was 12 years old I started dressing in women underwear. My mother was the same size as I was at that time and it helped me to find some clothes and underwear for myself. I was young and did not have enough money to buy silicone breast enhances. I wanted to feel and look like real woman so got from my mother work robber gloves, cut the fingers, fill them (fingers) with warm water and putted them in bra. They were warm and soft like real breasts.
When we came here my dream came true. After a short while I started working and have some money to buy women clothes. First it was embarrassing and my on ly feeling was that everybody looking at me. It took me some time to figure that nobody in the store really looking at me. When I buy women clothes I am not going to "Victoria's Secret" or any other specific store. There are so many regular places like "Target", "JCPenny", "K-Mart" and other were I could buy bra, panties and shoes. Everybody in those places look at me like I am buying a gift for somebody else. The only problem I have every time I am shopping is sizing (find correct size without putting it on). Some times I am going to the store right before it closing so there are not that many people in the store and I can choose more carefully and sometimes even put it (shoes) on and walk a little.
I not ready to tell my friends and family about my desire to become a women because I feel that if I tell them about me I am going to be alone in the whole world. That why I created this web page; I want to find somebody who can help me to become a woman and support me all the way to the end.
Love Amber