The song in the background is "I Will Win" If you can't hear the music, click here ----> All music and lyrics by George Willson and ©1999 Closed Doors Baby, we’ve been together for so long, And now I feel like we’re going wrong. You're getting cold And I’m feelin’ old. And darling, it’s been so long since we’ve been there I’ve love to touch you, but I won’t dare My frozen eyes Have killed your lies. But I never cheated on you And I never felt like I hurt you I cannot see why you’d do this to me, baby Why’d you end it like this How’d we get like this I’ve let you go And now you should know I’ll never die for you You’ll never touch me again I’ll never while away the night again Until you have gone.... Then I’ll have my tears, Right behind closed doors It took all I had just to tell you good-bye I summoned all my strength just to stay here alone I never wanted you to go, but I told you so-long And I regret that I really regret that Sometimes I want you back in my arms But I’ll never admit it It’s over; forget it You’ll never hear those words from me You’ll never hear me tell you “I love you,” again! Now honey, remember all of the good times. And think of all the years we could have had If you had stopped What you began And baby, we had our youth, where did we go wrong? We questioned feelings that we’d never felt You say you’re scared But I don’t care And I thought I’d never let you go And I thought that you had taken my soul I’ll never know why you did this to me, baby Why’d you end it like this How’d we get like this I’ve let you go And now you should know I’ll never die for you You’ll never touch me again I’ll never while away the night again Until you have gone.... Then I’ll have my tears, Right behind closed doors I’ll never die for you You’ll never touch me again I’ll never while away the night again Until you have gone.... Then I’ll have my tears Right behind closed doors. Return to Songs Looking Looking out I see a world forbidden Far away I see so many things hidden I can not deny my life I can not deny my failures But my time is past and now I must move on Looking out I see a life untasted Looking in I feel a childhood wasted I can wish for something more But I have no hope for something I can only wish I’d done more with my time Without hope I stare into the distance Faking smiles I cling to my thread of life One more step and the fates will have their way with me For I don’t deserve to live But I don’t deserve to die But I don’t deserve to go on with this pain Looking on I see the darkness lurking Looking back I feel the hell unshirking Now I give my life to you It is all that I can do There is nothing more that waits for me ‘round here Now I give my life to you I have nothing more to do There is nothing left for me to do ‘round here. Return to Songs I Will Win (This song is playing in the background) Allan You ask why this is my last night I’m surprised you need to ask For if this were your last night You would not dare to ask My life is in a shamble It’s gone from bad to worse Forgive me if I ramble But it’s time to end my curse My plan was to take you for my company Then to give you my cash It’s a plan to get rid of this last paycheck And have a last night’s blast And then, to finish my last night To the bridge I will go Then, while giving my last rites To the water I will go Deirdre What has happened to you To make you think This is your last recourse? What has made you Think this is the only End for your remorse? Allan I told you that I had a job I enjoyed And all the benefits to look forward to Retirements and bonus plans, but all that is gone Without a “by your leave” the boss let me go Coming home I found my girlfriend Once again in bed with a man She didn’t know that I’d always known This ain’t the major reason I need to let life go And that’s not the major reason why you are with me I have borrowed money like all of us have And then I paid it back as anyone would And then the thugs found out about investments I made So in a moblike fashion they figure that’s theirs, too. I’ve paid back much more than I owe But day by day they keep hounding more Now they just want my weeks’ paychecks With everything else gone, I’m needing a way out. So I hired you To get back at them I decided if I give my money to you, then they can’t have it When I kill myself, they won’t find a thing for them left to claim They’ll never find a thing left in my name They’ll only find a body at the bottom of the bridge They’ll walk away empty-handed That’s how I’ll beat them At the end of tonight I will win Deirdre Allan Why don’t you call the cops and put them away? It could be a way to get back at them Why not? But... Yeah, right! Oh, Sure, the cops will care, they love the northside The cops don’t give a damn if we live or die Allan At the end of tonight I will win Deirdre How can you say that dying will help you beat them I always said that dying was never a win Allan I will win Deirdre Throughout my life I always considered that thought Throughout my hell I’ve always considered that choice But I’d never kill myself because that’s a loss Allan Deirdre Understand.... Understand.... That's the Don't understand.... Don't understand.... Allan Only way I have The only way I’ll beat them At the end of tonight I will win They’ll never beat me I will win Antonio Deirdre All I have to do is find her And my month is made No one on this night can hide her Or their life will fade If you die, how can you win? Allan I’ve nothing left Goldsen Antonio Deirdre Just forget our Connell friend Tonight He will be impressed with me Tonight How can you say you have nothing? Goldsen Allan I think we need to watch our pimp friend I know my life Goldsen Antonio I don't trust him; Not an inch It's easy money Don't have to do a Single thing Deirdre You can’t assume you don’t have a thing You can’t assume that I don’t care Deirdre Goldsen Allan Antonio Thugs If you live or die It's true, I should care less How can I in good conscience Let you fall to your death? Keep an eye on him Bring him to me If he can't deliver It's so perfect They'll be so angry But they won't find me A perfect plan All I have to do is find her I never would have thought she'd be the one Yes, sir! Thugs Yes, sir! Allan Goldsen Antonio I will win Tonight I'll have some Tonight I'll live high after Tonight Deirdre Doesn’t make sense Goldsen It’s a score Antonio & Allan It’s a win Allan I will beat them. All Three Tonight Deirdre Sounds demented Allan, Antonio, & Goldsen I will win Deirdre I don’t want you to die All four Tonight Return to Songs Alone Atop a Building on a Saturday Night Deirdre How should I feel with a passing guy A one night stand A fling for a night? And any feelings should be put to rest Because his cares Would not go past his own self How could I ever think I would ever get out of here Standing by in a life where standing by is a way of life Once I thought as a child I’d be free of the life I lived in then But I thought it can’t be true Till I was standing here with you Alone atop a building on a Saturday night When I feel so right And I’m not filled with fright Gazing at the skyline and the city lights I would like to be home with you Tonight Allan How could I ever dare to think of this girl Who sleeps with the town To ever have feelings? And though I only really get her for one night I seem to want more Than she’ll ever give me How could I ever think I would ever get out of here Standing by in a life where standing by is a way of life Once I thought as a child I’d be free of the life I lived in then But I thought it can’t be true Till I was standing here with you Alone atop a building on a Saturday night When I feel so right And I’m not filled with fright Gazing at the skyline and the city lights I would like to be home with you Tonight I was beginning to think that women would only treat me wrong Deirdre I was beginning to think that men would never love me at all Both But after an evening with you; I’m looking forward to the night Yes, after an evening with you, I’m looking forward to the night Allan I’d like to think when I’m thinking you You think that I’m better Than some passing patron Deirdre I’d like to think when I’m looking at you You think that I’m better Than just some hooker Both I’d like to think I’m feeling some strange feelings I can’t explain I’d wish you’d think that I’m a little better than this story purveys I feel I want to tell you something that our situation forbids But I’ll forget all that; will you? When I am standing here with you Alone atop a building on a Saturday night When everything’s right Let’s not destroy it Standing with the skyline and the city lights I’d like to go home with you Tonight I’m not admitting that I feel for you Tonight But I’d like to go home with you Tonight I didn’t think I’d turn my thoughts to you Tonight Return to Songs One Night to Live When everything has come crashing down around you And you think your life is going to end There’s nothing left for you on this old rock And you think that there’s nobody who cares When everything in your life is folding in And you feel there is no way to escape You see your sheltered life is turning to dust And blowing off on the wings of the wind But you don’t have to worry right now And you shouldn’t concern yourself with troubles You might as well take your time And come and spend it with me ‘Cause tonight I’ll give you everything Everything you ever dreamed of I’ll give you everything tonight When everything has come squeezing in around you And you’re feeling like you can’t even scream The sweat is dripping very thick of your brow And you can’t do anything, so it seems When everything sends the horrid sounds of ringing Right through your ears and straight to your head You find that no amount of pills will help And you think that you’d be better off dead I’m sure you dreamt of a time when it’s over And you’re spending every day in the sun That was only a vision, but this time it’s for real So come into my scene, and so much better you’ll feel They’ll be over tonight; all your nightmares are gone If you knew you only had one night, would you live better tonight? If you only had one night to live What would you do if you only had one night to live? What would you do if you only had one night to give? Would the parties begin Would you never get started If you were at the bottom and could never be risen Would destruction begin Would you hide in the darkness If life from you was taken and could never be given Just when you think that it’s over, you take out a short lease on life Would you be careful what you do If you only had one night to live? (Verse instrumental) I’m sure you dreamt of a time when it’s over And you’re spending every day in the sun That was only a vision, but this time it’s for real So come into my scene, and so much better you’ll feel They’ll be over tonight; all your nightmares are gone If you knew you only had one night, would you live better tonight? If you only had one night to live What would you do if you only had one night to live? What would you do if you only had one night to give? Would the parties begin Would you never get started If you were at the bottom and could never be risen Would destruction begin Would you hide in the darkness If life from you was taken and could never be given Just when you think that it’s over, you take out a short lease on life Would you be careful what you do If you only had one night to live? (If you only had one night to live....) What would you do with one night? Return to Songs Hope for Tomorrow You came into my life Just like a dream I don’t have to wake from You took all my life And made me feel Like I was someone This night has a meaning for me It’s more than I thought it could ever be Since I found you It’s been a dream come true And I think it’s time you knew You gave me hope for tomorrow You gave me life for today You gave me everything I’ve ever dreamed of In this time, you gave me life; In this life, you gave me hope. I felt I was done Nothing for me Left on this old earth Then you came like the One Giving to me A brand new rebirth I stood there ready to fall Then, somehow, you gave me your all You rescued me And made me so free And I think you finally see You gave me hope for tomorrow You gave me life for today You gave me everything I’ve ever dreamed of In this time, you gave me life; In this life, you gave me hope. (Repeat) Return to Songs I Own You The line of my life is drawing near It isn’t my job to search for you You know I’d care for you as any man would It’s not within me to hunt for you It’s not beyond me to punish you She who disobeys will feel my wrath For just as a farmer has branded his herd You no longer have your own life Don’t you see what you mean to me? You’re a product on the shelf of my store. Don’t you see that you can’t run away so easily? Don’t you see, like a servant, you are stuck in the life I give? I own you You can’t run You’re with me ‘Till you die You only think you’re better You think you may get somewhere You think for a moment You can change your place You’re wrong I own you Nothing can change where you are today You’ll never be more than you are And no one will change who you are right now You’re mine Don’t you see what you mean to me? Right now, don’t you know I’ll die without you If you are anywhere where you even hear my voice I’m a dead man if you don’t come to me, my life’s at stake But I still own you You can’t run You’re with me ‘Till you die You only think you’re better You think you may get somewhere You think for a moment You can change your place You think for a moment Your life is a waste? You think for a moment You can run away You’re wrong I own you Right now though, I need you I beg you I need you.... Return to Songs You Must Be My Home I've never belonged anywhere I'm more like a rolling stone. Though I was comfortable on my own, You have shown me worlds more fair, And you've made me feel scared. If home is where the heart is, Since you have my heart, You must be my home. I always thought home was family, Being with people of kin. With you I'm better off than I have been Living it out on my own, And you've made me see... If home is where my heart is, And you're the one with my heart You must be my home. You stole my heart like a thief in the night. You are where I want to be. You've blinded my eyes of what's wrong and what's right. But I know your heart belongs to me. You made my life worth living, Taken all my sadness away. Given me something to look forward to Though there still is space between, I'll continue waiting. 'Cause home is where the heart is, And since you have my heart, You must be my home. You stole my heart like a thief in the night You are where I want to be You blinded my eyes of what’s wrong and what’s right But I know your heart belongs to me I've never belonged anywhere, I was like a rolling stone. I never was any good on my own 'Till I saw your face so fair, Now I'll never feel scared. For home is where the heart is, And you've always had my heart, You must be my home. Return to Songs Come to Me / Finale (Stage direction and spoken dialogue deleted to include only the lyrics) Allan I stand at the brink of destruction Looking out over the sunrise I wait for the end to over take me As I look upon my life It’s nothing but a mess of pathetic failures And nothing but trials unwon I feel so low; I can never be risen To be a child again To ever try again To ever have the dreams and hopeful future I had when I was young But I thank the Lord for my final memory The thoughts I’ll think of last When the movie of my life is shown before me I’ll smile before I die Come to me, sweet death Come to me and I’ll accept you We can be together And never part Until the end of time I’ll be so happy with you When I’ve left this life behind So please, come to me. Deirdre I stand here before you a beggar A girl who wants you to stay If you should jump, I will jump too I don’t want for you to die My life has been a mess of pathetic failures And nothing but trials unwon When I met you I was at the bottom To never rise again I’d never try again I had no dreams or hopeful future I never have been young But you gave me a hope that I could believe in A thought to truly last When I think of my life without your love I feel I want to die Come to me, my love Come to me and I will love you We can be together And never part Until the end of time I’ll be so happy with you When I’ve left this life behind So please, come to me. Antonio I stand before you disgusted A loser and a whore You will die before you will take her Your lives are in my hands My night has been a pathetic failure I’ve lost some cash on you My clients don’t take a no that easy Your punishment’s severe You’ll never run again Your life is mine, your friend learned quickly The price to run away You can be so happy with the life I give you The men will pay well for you With addictive nights of ecstasy You cannot help but stay Come to me, my pawn Come to me and I’ll forgive you You can be my partner And never leave Until your time has come You’ll be so happy with me When you’ve left this guy behind You will come to me. Deirdre You think you control me? You’re nothing but a mindless thug You think you can take me To make an easy buck? I’ve spent too long as a slut on a block Where men can beat their wives I’ll never return to the beat on the street Where men can buy my pride You’ll never take me back to your nest So kill me if you want I’m ready, Anton Go ahead, wimp Shoot me if you want Thug1 Excuse me, An-ton-i-o Our boss has a problem With you not giving him what he wants. Thug2 If you try to run, sir We may just have to shoot you But merciful to what you may get. Thug1 You have played him over and He’s not happy No one screws him over, sir Don’t go sappy Thug2 You may only lose your head Thug1 That is, if you’re lucky Both But who are we to decide your fate Antonio There she is! Thug1 You’re too late Antonio I found her! Thug2 I’m afraid she’s dead. Thug1 The boss ain’t gonna be happy you killed his girl. Antonio What!! She’s faking! Go look!! She’s not dead! I didn’t kill her!! No!! Etc... Deirdre Come with me, my love Come with me and I will love you We will be together And never part Until the end of time You’ll be so happy with me With we’ve left this life behind So please, come with me. Both If home is where my heart is... Since you have my heart... You will be my home. Return to Songs
If you can't hear the music, click here ----> All music and lyrics by George Willson and ©1999 Closed Doors Baby, we’ve been together for so long, And now I feel like we’re going wrong. You're getting cold And I’m feelin’ old. And darling, it’s been so long since we’ve been there I’ve love to touch you, but I won’t dare My frozen eyes Have killed your lies. But I never cheated on you And I never felt like I hurt you I cannot see why you’d do this to me, baby Why’d you end it like this How’d we get like this I’ve let you go And now you should know I’ll never die for you You’ll never touch me again I’ll never while away the night again Until you have gone.... Then I’ll have my tears, Right behind closed doors It took all I had just to tell you good-bye I summoned all my strength just to stay here alone I never wanted you to go, but I told you so-long And I regret that I really regret that Sometimes I want you back in my arms But I’ll never admit it It’s over; forget it You’ll never hear those words from me You’ll never hear me tell you “I love you,” again! Now honey, remember all of the good times. And think of all the years we could have had If you had stopped What you began And baby, we had our youth, where did we go wrong? We questioned feelings that we’d never felt You say you’re scared But I don’t care And I thought I’d never let you go And I thought that you had taken my soul I’ll never know why you did this to me, baby Why’d you end it like this How’d we get like this I’ve let you go And now you should know I’ll never die for you You’ll never touch me again I’ll never while away the night again Until you have gone.... Then I’ll have my tears, Right behind closed doors I’ll never die for you You’ll never touch me again I’ll never while away the night again Until you have gone.... Then I’ll have my tears Right behind closed doors. Return to Songs Looking Looking out I see a world forbidden Far away I see so many things hidden I can not deny my life I can not deny my failures But my time is past and now I must move on Looking out I see a life untasted Looking in I feel a childhood wasted I can wish for something more But I have no hope for something I can only wish I’d done more with my time Without hope I stare into the distance Faking smiles I cling to my thread of life One more step and the fates will have their way with me For I don’t deserve to live But I don’t deserve to die But I don’t deserve to go on with this pain Looking on I see the darkness lurking Looking back I feel the hell unshirking Now I give my life to you It is all that I can do There is nothing more that waits for me ‘round here Now I give my life to you I have nothing more to do There is nothing left for me to do ‘round here. Return to Songs I Will Win (This song is playing in the background)
Allan You ask why this is my last night I’m surprised you need to ask For if this were your last night You would not dare to ask My life is in a shamble It’s gone from bad to worse Forgive me if I ramble But it’s time to end my curse My plan was to take you for my company Then to give you my cash It’s a plan to get rid of this last paycheck And have a last night’s blast And then, to finish my last night To the bridge I will go Then, while giving my last rites To the water I will go Deirdre What has happened to you To make you think This is your last recourse? What has made you Think this is the only End for your remorse? Allan I told you that I had a job I enjoyed And all the benefits to look forward to Retirements and bonus plans, but all that is gone Without a “by your leave” the boss let me go Coming home I found my girlfriend Once again in bed with a man She didn’t know that I’d always known This ain’t the major reason I need to let life go And that’s not the major reason why you are with me I have borrowed money like all of us have And then I paid it back as anyone would And then the thugs found out about investments I made So in a moblike fashion they figure that’s theirs, too. I’ve paid back much more than I owe But day by day they keep hounding more Now they just want my weeks’ paychecks With everything else gone, I’m needing a way out. So I hired you To get back at them I decided if I give my money to you, then they can’t have it When I kill myself, they won’t find a thing for them left to claim They’ll never find a thing left in my name They’ll only find a body at the bottom of the bridge They’ll walk away empty-handed That’s how I’ll beat them At the end of tonight I will win
Allan At the end of tonight I will win Deirdre How can you say that dying will help you beat them I always said that dying was never a win Allan I will win Deirdre Throughout my life I always considered that thought Throughout my hell I’ve always considered that choice But I’d never kill myself because that’s a loss
Allan Only way I have The only way I’ll beat them At the end of tonight I will win They’ll never beat me I will win
Allan I’ve nothing left
Deirdre You can’t assume you don’t have a thing You can’t assume that I don’t care
Thugs Yes, sir!
Deirdre Doesn’t make sense Goldsen It’s a score Antonio & Allan It’s a win Allan I will beat them. All Three Tonight Deirdre Sounds demented Allan, Antonio, & Goldsen I will win Deirdre I don’t want you to die All four Tonight Return to Songs Alone Atop a Building on a Saturday Night Deirdre How should I feel with a passing guy A one night stand A fling for a night? And any feelings should be put to rest Because his cares Would not go past his own self How could I ever think I would ever get out of here Standing by in a life where standing by is a way of life Once I thought as a child I’d be free of the life I lived in then But I thought it can’t be true Till I was standing here with you Alone atop a building on a Saturday night When I feel so right And I’m not filled with fright Gazing at the skyline and the city lights I would like to be home with you Tonight Allan How could I ever dare to think of this girl Who sleeps with the town To ever have feelings? And though I only really get her for one night I seem to want more Than she’ll ever give me How could I ever think I would ever get out of here Standing by in a life where standing by is a way of life Once I thought as a child I’d be free of the life I lived in then But I thought it can’t be true Till I was standing here with you Alone atop a building on a Saturday night When I feel so right And I’m not filled with fright Gazing at the skyline and the city lights I would like to be home with you Tonight I was beginning to think that women would only treat me wrong Deirdre I was beginning to think that men would never love me at all Both But after an evening with you; I’m looking forward to the night Yes, after an evening with you, I’m looking forward to the night Allan I’d like to think when I’m thinking you You think that I’m better Than some passing patron Deirdre I’d like to think when I’m looking at you You think that I’m better Than just some hooker Both I’d like to think I’m feeling some strange feelings I can’t explain I’d wish you’d think that I’m a little better than this story purveys I feel I want to tell you something that our situation forbids But I’ll forget all that; will you? When I am standing here with you Alone atop a building on a Saturday night When everything’s right Let’s not destroy it Standing with the skyline and the city lights I’d like to go home with you Tonight I’m not admitting that I feel for you Tonight But I’d like to go home with you Tonight I didn’t think I’d turn my thoughts to you Tonight Return to Songs One Night to Live When everything has come crashing down around you And you think your life is going to end There’s nothing left for you on this old rock And you think that there’s nobody who cares When everything in your life is folding in And you feel there is no way to escape You see your sheltered life is turning to dust And blowing off on the wings of the wind But you don’t have to worry right now And you shouldn’t concern yourself with troubles You might as well take your time And come and spend it with me ‘Cause tonight I’ll give you everything Everything you ever dreamed of I’ll give you everything tonight When everything has come squeezing in around you And you’re feeling like you can’t even scream The sweat is dripping very thick of your brow And you can’t do anything, so it seems When everything sends the horrid sounds of ringing Right through your ears and straight to your head You find that no amount of pills will help And you think that you’d be better off dead I’m sure you dreamt of a time when it’s over And you’re spending every day in the sun That was only a vision, but this time it’s for real So come into my scene, and so much better you’ll feel They’ll be over tonight; all your nightmares are gone If you knew you only had one night, would you live better tonight? If you only had one night to live What would you do if you only had one night to live? What would you do if you only had one night to give? Would the parties begin Would you never get started If you were at the bottom and could never be risen Would destruction begin Would you hide in the darkness If life from you was taken and could never be given Just when you think that it’s over, you take out a short lease on life Would you be careful what you do If you only had one night to live? (Verse instrumental) I’m sure you dreamt of a time when it’s over And you’re spending every day in the sun That was only a vision, but this time it’s for real So come into my scene, and so much better you’ll feel They’ll be over tonight; all your nightmares are gone If you knew you only had one night, would you live better tonight? If you only had one night to live What would you do if you only had one night to live? What would you do if you only had one night to give? Would the parties begin Would you never get started If you were at the bottom and could never be risen Would destruction begin Would you hide in the darkness If life from you was taken and could never be given Just when you think that it’s over, you take out a short lease on life Would you be careful what you do If you only had one night to live? (If you only had one night to live....) What would you do with one night? Return to Songs Hope for Tomorrow You came into my life Just like a dream I don’t have to wake from You took all my life And made me feel Like I was someone This night has a meaning for me It’s more than I thought it could ever be Since I found you It’s been a dream come true And I think it’s time you knew You gave me hope for tomorrow You gave me life for today You gave me everything I’ve ever dreamed of In this time, you gave me life; In this life, you gave me hope. I felt I was done Nothing for me Left on this old earth Then you came like the One Giving to me A brand new rebirth I stood there ready to fall Then, somehow, you gave me your all You rescued me And made me so free And I think you finally see You gave me hope for tomorrow You gave me life for today You gave me everything I’ve ever dreamed of In this time, you gave me life; In this life, you gave me hope. (Repeat) Return to Songs I Own You The line of my life is drawing near It isn’t my job to search for you You know I’d care for you as any man would It’s not within me to hunt for you It’s not beyond me to punish you She who disobeys will feel my wrath For just as a farmer has branded his herd You no longer have your own life Don’t you see what you mean to me? You’re a product on the shelf of my store. Don’t you see that you can’t run away so easily? Don’t you see, like a servant, you are stuck in the life I give? I own you You can’t run You’re with me ‘Till you die You only think you’re better You think you may get somewhere You think for a moment You can change your place You’re wrong I own you Nothing can change where you are today You’ll never be more than you are And no one will change who you are right now You’re mine Don’t you see what you mean to me? Right now, don’t you know I’ll die without you If you are anywhere where you even hear my voice I’m a dead man if you don’t come to me, my life’s at stake But I still own you You can’t run You’re with me ‘Till you die You only think you’re better You think you may get somewhere You think for a moment You can change your place You think for a moment Your life is a waste? You think for a moment You can run away You’re wrong I own you Right now though, I need you I beg you I need you.... Return to Songs You Must Be My Home I've never belonged anywhere I'm more like a rolling stone. Though I was comfortable on my own, You have shown me worlds more fair, And you've made me feel scared. If home is where the heart is, Since you have my heart, You must be my home. I always thought home was family, Being with people of kin. With you I'm better off than I have been Living it out on my own, And you've made me see... If home is where my heart is, And you're the one with my heart You must be my home. You stole my heart like a thief in the night. You are where I want to be. You've blinded my eyes of what's wrong and what's right. But I know your heart belongs to me. You made my life worth living, Taken all my sadness away. Given me something to look forward to Though there still is space between, I'll continue waiting. 'Cause home is where the heart is, And since you have my heart, You must be my home. You stole my heart like a thief in the night You are where I want to be You blinded my eyes of what’s wrong and what’s right But I know your heart belongs to me I've never belonged anywhere, I was like a rolling stone. I never was any good on my own 'Till I saw your face so fair, Now I'll never feel scared. For home is where the heart is, And you've always had my heart, You must be my home. Return to Songs Come to Me / Finale (Stage direction and spoken dialogue deleted to include only the lyrics) Allan I stand at the brink of destruction Looking out over the sunrise I wait for the end to over take me As I look upon my life It’s nothing but a mess of pathetic failures And nothing but trials unwon I feel so low; I can never be risen To be a child again To ever try again To ever have the dreams and hopeful future I had when I was young But I thank the Lord for my final memory The thoughts I’ll think of last When the movie of my life is shown before me I’ll smile before I die Come to me, sweet death Come to me and I’ll accept you We can be together And never part Until the end of time I’ll be so happy with you When I’ve left this life behind So please, come to me. Deirdre I stand here before you a beggar A girl who wants you to stay If you should jump, I will jump too I don’t want for you to die My life has been a mess of pathetic failures And nothing but trials unwon When I met you I was at the bottom To never rise again I’d never try again I had no dreams or hopeful future I never have been young But you gave me a hope that I could believe in A thought to truly last When I think of my life without your love I feel I want to die Come to me, my love Come to me and I will love you We can be together And never part Until the end of time I’ll be so happy with you When I’ve left this life behind So please, come to me. Antonio I stand before you disgusted A loser and a whore You will die before you will take her Your lives are in my hands My night has been a pathetic failure I’ve lost some cash on you My clients don’t take a no that easy Your punishment’s severe You’ll never run again Your life is mine, your friend learned quickly The price to run away You can be so happy with the life I give you The men will pay well for you With addictive nights of ecstasy You cannot help but stay Come to me, my pawn Come to me and I’ll forgive you You can be my partner And never leave Until your time has come You’ll be so happy with me When you’ve left this guy behind You will come to me. Deirdre You think you control me? You’re nothing but a mindless thug You think you can take me To make an easy buck? I’ve spent too long as a slut on a block Where men can beat their wives I’ll never return to the beat on the street Where men can buy my pride You’ll never take me back to your nest So kill me if you want I’m ready, Anton Go ahead, wimp Shoot me if you want Thug1 Excuse me, An-ton-i-o Our boss has a problem With you not giving him what he wants. Thug2 If you try to run, sir We may just have to shoot you But merciful to what you may get. Thug1 You have played him over and He’s not happy No one screws him over, sir Don’t go sappy Thug2 You may only lose your head Thug1 That is, if you’re lucky Both But who are we to decide your fate Antonio There she is! Thug1 You’re too late Antonio I found her! Thug2 I’m afraid she’s dead. Thug1 The boss ain’t gonna be happy you killed his girl. Antonio What!! She’s faking! Go look!! She’s not dead! I didn’t kill her!! No!! Etc... Deirdre Come with me, my love Come with me and I will love you We will be together And never part Until the end of time You’ll be so happy with me With we’ve left this life behind So please, come with me. Both If home is where my heart is... Since you have my heart... You will be my home. Return to Songs