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THIS IS THE HOMEPAGE OF SUBBEAR

In here you'll find
information about me.
If you really wanna
know something
more about me,
there you'll find it.
There are also
some galleriepages
with leathermen,
bears, actionpics,
and lots more....
Then there's a
page with links
to interesting sites
(at least in my mind)

Click on the desired subject
to go there. Have fun!

Comments? Suggestions? Questions? Email me!

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Welcome to SubBear's Den

Hi I'm SubBear aka BikerBear.

Who's Biker/SubBear?
I'm a 36 yo man, 6'3", 220 lbs,interested in leather, leathermen, and have a growing fascination and interest voor b&d and s&m (that's where SubBear comes from - I am submissive). Something that has always been there in my mind I guess. These last few years I find that the interest and fascination is growing very quickly, mostly fed by the internet I guess. Talking to other people, and having cybersex only encourages this fascination. Up untill recently I have never really acted upon it, something I felt I should do at one point in time. Try to see where that leads me and if it's really that big a part of me as I think it is. Having a boyfriend (for more then 10 years now) who is not really into this all (although he likes to play rough and wants to experiment) is not really helping with that. I don't wanna loose him and yet I do wanna find out more about myself. I feel I need to.

So I did
I met this MasterBear somewhere on the net. And though what he wants is a 24/7 slave, someone who will fully give up control (a dedication I can't provide, not at this moment due to distance, having a boyfriend and not sure if that's the road I wanna follow) he was, after some long conversations, willing to take me on as his "student"/part time boy. We did meet and trust was there. So far we have only met twice, and a thirth date is about to be set soon. So with him I am now exploring lots of new experiences, both physical and mental. He teaches me, guides me. And I must say, we both learn. One step at a time, as I think it should be.

There's more
But there's more to me then just leather and sexual fascinations. I work for a supermarket chain, where I am part of the advertising-team. Grand openings, leaflets, packaging designs for our private label are amongst my tasks. When not working, I enjoy surving the web, biking (together with my friends and sometimes with other members of our gay motorcycle club), watching movies, am crazy about music (some people go crazy because of my music), meet friends, visit bars, play games etc.

My boyfriend
And of course, I already mentioned him, I live together with my boyfriend. 10 Years already and stil going strong. I consider him to be my soulmate. I travel a lot for work but I do find it great to know that I'm coming home to him, every time again. And let me asure you, coming home to him is easy. Where his moods are pretty constant (almost always an up-person) mine can change in a moment. He used to be a cook and gets off work almost always much earlier then I do, so the food is practically on the table as I walk through te door. Yeah, I could have done worse. But no, he's no angel. Gives new meaning to the word "stubborn". He ain't my Mr. Perfect. I like bears, big hairy men. Rough and butch. But I wouldn't wanna trade him. I have told him about my needs and desires, and also told him about this MasterBear and me. That this has nothing to do with my love for him. And he understands. There's enough love and trust there after 10 years to grant me my journey through all sorts of new emotions and situations. And my love and respect for him have grown even bigger due to his understanding and being big enough to allow me. How lucky can one get?

Click this pic to see more pics

I am the one on the left, to the right is my boyfriend.

Comments? Suggestions? Questions? Email me!

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