Jasmine’s place

My own little dark corner of the web

 

I am a man, a woman, a boy, and a girl.

I am none of them and I am all of them

I am lost and confused.

I want to be the Knight in shining armor that saves the world.

I want to be the fair maiden that gets rescued.

I am stuck between both worlds and it sucks.

I will never be the gender I should be.

Sometimes I don’t even know which one I should be.

By the time I figure it out it will be to late.

I hate my life sometimes.

I hate me sometimes.

There is a war going on in me and like all wars there are no true winners.

It would be so nice to wake up and have it over one way or another.

Sometimes I curse sometimes I cry. It doesn’t help.

All I can do is hope and pray that when I die I get put in the right one.

Reincarnation would suck if I have to go through this again.

Suicide sucks so I try and cope with it.

Life sucks so I try and cope with it.

I just want someone who can see me inside this shell and love me for who I am.

How can I expect to find someone to accept me for who I am, when I can’t accept myself?

I just want to live in a world where I can be me.

How is that too much to ask for?

Everything happens for a reason, just wish someone would let me know what it is.

Life is short

We are supposed to make the most of it.

I am still waiting my turn

 

 

To everyone out there that is fixing his or her gender.

You are so much Stronger and braver than me.

To those that have died we will remember you always

 

 

If you have thoughts like mine.

Or even happy thoughts

Email them to me and I will put them up

 

Remember you are not the only one to have these thoughts.

 

And you are not alone no matter how much it feels like you are.

 

Email

 

“He will never give you more than you can handle just more than you think you can”

Have to believe in god someone has to be able to fix this.         Right………?

 

 

“If you haven’t cried how can you know how good it feels to laugh”?

 

“As long as there is hope there is life”

 

 

 

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