B>HI THERE,
SO YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING
ABOUT ME DO YOU , WELL WHERE DO I START.
WELL I WAS BORN ON A VERY HOT
DAY IN 1970 (SO I'M TOLD), I WAS GIVEN THE NAME JOHN PATRICK KENNEDY WHICH
AS NAMES GO WAS QUITE FINE. I SPENT THE EARLY YEARS OF MY LIFE IN A SMALL
TOWN NOT FAR FROM MELBOURNE , WITH MY MOTHER ,FATHER AND THREE BROTHERS
QUITE CONTENTEDLY .
WHEN I WAS TWELVE WE MOVED TO
MELBOURNE AND IT WAS AROUND THIS TIME I STARTED TO NOTICE SOME DIFFERENCES
BETWEEN THE OTHER GUYS IN THE SCHOOL AND MYSELF. I WAS SMALLER BOTH IN
HEIGHT AND BONE STRUCTURE , ALSO I HAD NO INTEREST IN THE THINGS THAT OCCUPIED
THEIR EVERY WAKING HOUR . THINGS REALLY BECAME SERIOUS WHEN A FEW YEARS
LATER ALL THE GUYS STARTED TO GET DEEPER VOICES AND TURN INTO WHAT NATURE
INTENDED MEN , NOT ME WITH MY BLONDE HAIR SMALL FRAME AND AS I WAS CONSTANTLY
REMINDED SISSY BOY LOOKS ,I BECAME AN OUTSIDER.
THIS SITUATION CONTINUED ALL
THE WAY THOUGH SCHOOL AND WHEN IT CAME TIME FOR A CAREER CHOICE I DECIDED
TO BECOME A HAIR STYLIST .THIS WAS THE FIRST OF THE MANY POINTS OF DISAGREEMENT
WITH MY PARENTS THAT LED TO US PARTING WAYS A YEAR LATER. SO A YEAR OR
SO AFTER I STARTED TO TRAIN I MOVED INTO AN APARTMENT WITH A COUPLE OF
THE GIRLS I WORKED WITH. THIS CHANGED MY LIFE WE ATE ,DRANK , AND WORKED
TOGETHER AND THEY TREATED ME NOW I THINK ABOUT IT LIKE ONE OF THE GIRLS
(THANKS SIS AND SIS2) .
I HAD OVER THE PREVIOUS YEAR
GROWN MY HAIR TO MY SHOULDERS AND WORKING IN A SALON IT WAS ALWAYS IN TOP
CONDITION SO ONE NIGHT WE DECIDED TO GO TO SEE THE ROCKY HORROR SHOW ,THIS
GAVE THE GIRLS THE OPPORTUNITY THEY HAD BEEN WAITING FOR I THINK THEY TOLD
ME I HAD TO GO IN DRAG TO WHICH I AGREED AS IT WAS EXPECTED ,THEY DID A
TOTAL TRANSFORMATION ON ME THOUGH .STARTING WITH A BODY WAVE IN MY HAIR
THEY PROCEEDED TO PLUCK MY EYEBROWS REMOVED WHAT LITTLE BODY HAIR I HAD
AND DRESS ME IN SOME BLACK UNDIES STRAIGHT OUT OF THE WHORES ARE US CATALOGUE
THE OUTFIT WAS COMPLETED WITH A VERY (I MEAN VERY )BLACK SHORT BLACK DRESS
AND BLACK PATENT LEATHER HEELS .THAT NIGHT WAS A REVELATION NOT ONLY DID
I LOOK LIKE A GIRL BUT EVERYONE WE MET FROM WAITERS TO EVERY MAN CALLED
ME MISS OR HONEY OR SUM SUCH NAME.
A FEW DAYS LATER I TRIED IT
MYSELF WITH SOME OF THEIR CLOTHS AND AGAIN GOT AWAY WITH IT .IT IS HARD
TO DESCRIBE PEOPLE WHERE POLITER AND PAID MORE ATTENTION AND THE
LOOKS I GOT FROM OTHER GUYS WELL!
OVER THE NEXT FEW MONTHS I STARTED
TO BUY MY OWN COLLECTION OF CLOTHS UNTIL IT GOT TO THE STAGE WERE THE ONLY
CLOTHES I BOUGHT WITH MY SMALL WAGES WERE FEMININE .I WORE PANTIES ALL
THE TIME SOMETIMES WITH STOCKINGS MY JEANS WERE ALL SIZE 10 INSTEAD OF
MENS I EVEN STARTED WEARING FLAT`S INSTEAD OF MY USUAL SHOES SOMEONE HAD
TO NOTICE AND THEY DID.
THE GIRLS GRABBED ME ONE NIGHT
IN THE KITCHEN AND AFTER A LOT OF DRILLING I TOLD THEM EVERYTHING ,THEY
ASKED ME A LOT OF QUESTIONS AND I CONFESSED THAT GIVEN THE CHOICE I WOULD
DRESS LIKE THEM ALL THE TIME IF I COULD .THAT NIGHT I FELT A GREAT SENSE
OF RELIEF .A FEW DAYS LATER I GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE WHEN I WENT INTO
WORK EVERY GIRL IN THE PLACE SAID THEY HAD SOMETHING FOR ME AND HANDED
ME SOME BAGS ,IN THEM WAS A COMPLETE OUTFIT A WOMEN'S OUTFIT ,THE MANAGERESS
THEN TOLD ME THAT MY FLAT MATES HAD TOLD HER AND THE OTHERS EVERYTHING
AND AS FAR AS THEY WERE CONCERNED I COULD WORK IN WHATEVER I FELT COMFORTABLE.THEN
I WAS PUSHED INTO A STYLING CHAIR AND TRANSFORMED FROM HIGHLIGHTS DOWN
TO A LEG WAX ,AND SO WAS BORN JENNI.
MARY THE OWNER HAD TOLD ME TO
GET SOME MEDICAL ADVICE IF I WAS GOING TO LIVE AS JENNI ON A PERMANENT
BASIS SO AFTER A LOT OF LOOKING I FOUND A GREAT DOCTOR IN MELBOURNE WHO
STARTED ME ON A HORMONE TREATMENT PLAN .
MY FAMILY ON THE OTHER HAND
WERE A DIFFERENT KETTLE OF FISH WHEN I TOLD THEM MY FATHER WENT CRAZY HIT
ME AND THOUGH ME OUT OF THE HOUSE I HAVE TRIED SINCE BUT THE ONLY REPLY
IS "YOUR GOING TO HELL" I RECENTLY STARTED TO COMMUNICATE WITH MY YOUNGER
BROTHER AND HIS WIFE WHICH IS A COMFORT AFTER SO MANY YEARS.
AFTER ABOUT SIX MONTHS ON THE
PLAN THE DOCTOR HAD GIVEN ME I KNEW THAT THERE WAS ONLY GOING TO BE ONE
OUTCOME SO AFTER MUCH PUSHING AND SEARCHING I FOUND A DOCTOR WHO REMOVED
MY TESTICLES AND SO ANY TRACE OF THE DREADED MALE HORMONES . THE RESULTS
WERE AMAZING OVER THE NEXT SEVEN OR SO MONTHS, THAT WAS WHEN I DECIDED
TO MOVE AS FAR AWAY FROM MY PAST AND FAMILY AS POSSIBLE , SO TO LONDON
I WENT .
LONDON WAS LIKE ONE LONG PARTY
I NEVER TOLD ANYONE AT WORK I WAS TRANSGENDER AND THE ONLY WHO KNEW WERE
MY OCCASIONAL SEXUAL PARTNERS WHO WERE BY THIS TIME MOSTLY MEN ,THOUGH
I DID HAVE A VERY PASSIONATE AFFAIR WITH A VERY BEAUTIFUL GIRL WHO I WILL
NOT NAME AS YOU GUYS IN BRITAIN WILL KNOW AS SHE HAS APPEARED ON PAGE 3
IN THE SUN NEWSPAPER ON A NUMBER OF OCCASIONS BUT MY INTEREST WAS IN WHAT
BY NOW I CONSIDERED THE OPPOSITE SEX MEN.
NOW AS YOU ALL KNOW SRS COSTS
A BUCKET OF MONEY AND LIKE TO MANY GIRLS IN MY POSITION I EARNED ENOUGH
TO LIVE ON BUT NO WHERE NEAR ENOUGH TO PAY FOR THE SURGERY , SO I DID THE
ONLY THING OPEN TO ME AND TURNED TO ESCOURT WORK IT WAS NOT AS BAD AS I
HAD THOUGHT THOUGH , THE SERVICE WAS VERY HIGH CLASS AND I WAS CONSIDERED
A SPECIALTY (THAT MADE ME UNCOMFORTABLE) BUT I MADE ENOUGH IN ABOUT NINE
MONTHS SO AT THE AGE OF 22 AFTER NEARLY THREE YEARS OF DESPAIR ,STUGGLE
AND A LOT OF GOOD TIMES TO I ENTERED CHARRING CROSS HOSPITAL AND FINISHED
THE FIRST PART OF THE REST OF MY LIFE.
AFTER THE SURGERY I MET THE
MAN WHO IS MY SOULMATE AND CONFIDANT JEFF , AFTER A YEAR TOGETHER WE MOVED
TO DUBLIN HIS HOME TOWN WERE WE LIVE NOW.
WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO DO ON THIS
SITE IS TO LET OTHER GIRLS OUT THERE PUT QUESTIONS EITHER TO MYSELF OR
TO THE WORLD IN GENERAL IF YOUR A COMPUTER WHIZZ AND WANT TO SHOW ME THE
BEST WAY TO DO THIS YOU WOULD HAVE MY GRATITUDE AND A BIG CYBER KISS.
LOT`S OF LOVE
JENNI
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