I can see myself in bed with a master. I am wearing the sluttiest lingerie.
It embarrasses me. As I stare at myself, I wonder, how could I have undressed
for him and revealed such cheap and trashy lingerie! Unless he made me wear
them. I have breasts in my dream, and they are being pulled into dangling
cones by a cupless bra. My nipples have earrings on them or something like
that. Gold, gaudy, dangling. I wonder when I had my nipples pierced.
I am also wearing trashy crotchless panties that are bright red. My garterbelt
is a horrid candy-striped thing with no lace on it. It is red and white.
My stockings are all full of rips, and I think that the master wants me
to look like that. Like I've been crawling on hands and knees for him.
I am on hands and knees now, that's for sure. I am on all fours on the
bed, and as I dutifully stare ahead, he penetrates me from behind, and works
himself deep inside me. He begins to thrust. I know to obediently meet his
thrusts. My bottom is caricatured; the cheeks are marshmallowy and fat.
He pulls them apart, the better to get it in me.
He spurts inside me. It's very hot. It's a very long spurt.
He is still hard, and still inside me, and after a while, he does it again.
Another very hot, very long spurt, and it seems to burn inside me.
I had been looking at the master having his way with me, but now the dream
has changed, and I am experiencing it all. I am staring at the bedboard.
Now, I am looking down between my legs, trying to see what he is doing to
me. I think for a moment that he is using some kind of device on me. An
enema nozzle or a water gun.
But I can see his large, pendulous rocking scrotum and it waggles back
and forth. I am being penetrated, over and over again.
I see my own penis and scrotum dangling down.
Did he come, stay hard and come again?
Suddenly he erupts, and this time, it is a long spurt that can't possibly
be real. It's like turning on a tap. It courses into me for a full five
or six seconds!
I bury my face in the pillows.
Now I know that he is doing. He is urinating inside me. He worked himself
carefully to a stage where he was hard, but could urinate. And he did it
once, and twice, and now he found he could do it again, and completely empty
his bladder.
I am crushed when I realize he's done this to me. I can't bear to ask
him why he's done this to me. I can't bear to look at him.
But I realize, he is my master, and this is what I deserve.
He has done with me, and he suddenly he is fully dressed, while I remain
on my hands and knees, in the slutty lingerie, on the bed.
I am afraid to move. If I stand up, I fear that all of this urine will
come out of my anus, splattering onto the floor. I think that perhaps I
can urinate it all out through my penis, but think I can only do it on my
hands and knees, which means that I would wet the bed. If I stand up, it
will all come out of my ass.
"Please, please, what do I do!"
But the master is gone now. I am alone. He has done it to me and left,
treating me like a bitch. I try to howl like a bitch, which might bring
him back to me.
Now I am walking around at a dog show, or pet store. Cages and cages filled
with restless dogs. I don't know if I'm dressed as a woman or a man.