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Why am i putting my journal on the net for everyone to see? Well, i have complete shielding here so i can be myself completely. i can say or do anything that i want without anyone to point a finger! That's great! Anyone who wants can cruise in and compare thier life or whatever with me. They can learn from my mistakes and if they are kind enough they can tell me when i'm doing wrong so i can learn from them too. A whole new concept! EUREKA!

START:

It's just past Christmas and not quite the New Year. i just got back from staying with friends over Christmas. Another friend of mine went with me, j.

j is someone i've know for a few years. We work together at the same place part time. i've been aware of the fact that she's pretty, and sexy. This is the bible-belt and women DO NOT approach other women.

i go to bed with people who attract me.

Ok, so i let people at work know that i'm kinky. She decided to educate me on the dangers of the road i have chosen so i invite her over to my place to talk about it. i figured something might happen. i was downright brazen with her, letting her see me in handcuffs and like that. i even got her to try them on. Things changed when i got her to hog-tie me and touch me. We have been red-hot lovers ever since!

j went with me to see two girlfriends of mine who were a bunch of daredevils amongst ourselves. We stayed in trouble, pretty much, and had fun.

j had just broken up with her boyfriend and had no plans.

j and i made this bet. my idea. i showed her where you get this light chain, loop it around your waist, take the end from the back between your legs, over the chain in front then back down to a little padlock. If you do the padlock part just right it will play with you. The bet was we'd both wear a chain apiece and the first one to cry "uncle" had to do whatever the other one made them do. i warned j that if i won i wanted to do the clothespin on the n_pple thing. You can put one of them on nice and slow and gentle, but when you take one off all at once it really gets your attention! Do it at the moment of climax and the results are sterling!


NEW! NEXT ENTRY:
It has been my dream for years to do bondage, complete bondage without release, for 30 days! Well, i didn't get to do that, but i did get to do seven days!

i was telling j a couple of weeks ago about my desire to do 30 days. She listened as i recounted doing 24 hours by myself once. On one hand it had been an ordeal not being able to go anywhere or do anything and on the other hand it had bee a turn-on that lasted the whole 24 hours!

Slave dance j wanted to try at least one day though. i thought about it and decided that even though she is new she would be able to enjoy it. It wasn't too hard to arrange to pick up some extra shifts durring Christmas and sock some money back so a whole week off was do-able.

All that i needed was something to reward j for helping me. She would have done it just for the experience, i'm sure, but she needed to get more out of it than that. She told me that if she's going to help me be tied up for a whole week that i should be willing to keep her tied up for at least a week-end. She pleaded and whined until i was sure that it would be a good thing to do to her.

i've just got to put in a note here:
i believe that there are three stages to bondage
  1. The sub is tied up until she says, "Untie me"
    Nothing can be done to her unless she allows it
  2. There is a time limit
    Limits can be preset or there can be no limits on what the top can do to the sub
  3. No time limit
    No limits at all
    True Bondage

Once my week began there would be no escape for me. i could beg to be let go and expect that request to be refused. That was hard to explain to j.

While i would be there for her to watch over her while she was tied up and she would be there for me we still had to plan ahead for safety. Of course niether of us would be left alone while wearing a gag and no restraints would be so tight as to cut off circulation, there were other matters to consider. While i had the whole week off from work, she didn't. She'd have to go to work for five days so that meant i'd have to be left with my hands in front and the long chain on my feet! Rats!

We decided that a key would have to be made available so that if the person bound HAD to get free they could.

The tape never was broken!

j was tied up saturday and sunday of last week. i worked saturday. This week i was tied up and she worked monday though friday.

Space is short and so is time so i'll stop here and get what happened posted as soon as time allows. I need to get rid of that first entry anyway. Stay tuned and i'll tell everything! ...You could just send me some email and i'll tell you all about it there. i'm starting a mailing list so that all my friends will be able to keep up with what's going on. It's free, the deal is; You write me and i'll write you! i'll even send you a picture!



Pics!

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j 2 days Here's j in bondage for two days
j release j looking darling after release
My release Me looking mean after a whole week
j self-drawn Pic of j that she drew all by herself

NEW! NEXT ENTRY: 1/23/98 (here's what happened durring MY WEEK)
SUNDAY NIGHT: i released j and she tied me up. She was excited. i had just gotten her to climax so she thought the first thing she should do for me was get me to climax too. She hog-tied me as she had been, three pairs of handcuffs, then she began tickling me. Really, i had hoped that she would make me "suffer" just a bit before Going-for the-Gold. She got to me and in an instant i was laughing so hard that she decided to gag me. She continued tickling me so hard that i was about to burst. i almost couldn't breathe. Thankfully she saw this and switched off to icecubes. This is where it pays to teach/train well!

i was wiggling all over the front room floor and she showed no mercy at all. i remember sweat dripping off my nose before she collapsed on top of me and we both got our breathe back. i was wondering what she'd do next and hoping that she wouldn't go through her limited experience in one night. She laughed that charming laugh of hers and got up to get a blindfold for me. She put it on and i began to feel her fingers caress my body. i'd never realized it before, but j was shy. The blindfold was not put on me to enhance MY sense of being helpless or to increase the tactile sensation of her fingertip, now her tongue on my body. It was put on so that she could do with me what she wanted without me watching her! i'll bet that she was blushing!

What a wonderful thing bondage is!

We exhausted ourselves until bedtime then she began to untie me enough so that i could sleep. i stopped her as soon as she had the gag out of my mouth and thanked her for the pleasure i had felt and begged her to leave everything else on and to make me sleep on the floor hog-tied. She was reluctant at first then fell into the role of being a dom and told me i'd have to sleep on the floor! i smiled as she ordered me to get to the bed room. i began to squirm across the floor and she guided my progres by telling me when i was headed in the right direction. Normally in bondage as soon as the love-making is over the sub is untied, but i would not be untied for a whole week and even at that i wanted to experience EVERYTHING that meant that i was someone's slave! She chastised me saying that she did not expect to hear a whimper out of me all night. I heard her get into the bed and turn off the light on the my night stand. A pillow hit me on the head and i manuvered around to let my head rest on it then i basked in the warmness of being so helpless.

Sleep did not come easy, not that i was expecting it to. First there was the thrill and anticipation of a whole week of full bondage in front of me and the more immediate problems of trying to get comfortable enough to sleep. i remembered waking up and not having any idea of what time it was. i had a momentary fright that j had gotten up and already gone to work! That would have been bad. i rolled around a bit and tried to get into a position to ease of the soreness that was creeping over my body. i had to be careful to not lay on my stomach for too long. There had been an article in the paper where some prisoner had been hog-tied like i was and had sufficated to death. There were contributing factors in that case though. She had been overweight (200+ pounds), she'd been gagged, and she hadn't been able to roll over onto her side. Whoever had left her like that should have gotten at least man-slaughter!

My arms ached and i could feel reduced circulation. My fingers were cold. The fact that i could feel them let me know that circulation was not cut off too bad. The handcuffs were digging into my wrists and ancles and it was hard to find a way of laying that didn't hurt.

i was like that for a long time and about ready to call to j for help when i felt her fingers touch my thigh. i jumped not expecting that she was awake.

"You ready to come to bed now?" she asked.

"Yes, please." i told her. "Misstress."

She removed the set of handcuffs between my wrists and ancles and helped me get into bed. A soft kiss met my lips and sleep overcame me.

More next time! Time is short!


me!

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