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Think of me this way...

What is today? i don't know. They have been playing games on me...
i feel confused.

Yesterday feels like, well what i think was yesterday feels like... well i don't know. Excuse me, i'm in a delirium. Let's start with this minute, i think i have a handle on that much anyway.

i am sitting here in front of a computer completely in the buff, except for my chains. i'd like to say which day of this adventure it is, but i don't know. The little clock on the taskbar says it's May the first, 1992 at 4:15 p.m.. i know that's wrong because it's daylight outside and i know it's August 1999. Every clock in the house has a different time on it so that doesn't help either. i can't estimate which day this is by the number of nights and days that i have been a slave.

i suppose i could just go on the net and get the time somewhere, but that would take away from the fun of it. Rob and [name not used] have been so careful to keep me confused that it wouldn't be right for me to cheat.

The main thing is i am getting to write my very first letter and page for my site while in my natural state - a chained up slave sitting on the floor! Pretty cool! Everyone who has an outstanding reply gets a letter from me like this. New mail from new people sits on hold until this is over. i know there are a lot of guys out there who would write just so they could get a letter from a chained up slave (and that makes me feel pretty good), but i know what the volume of mail could be like...

Those of you reading this page on my site can rest assured that it was written by a chained-up red-head slave and that's cool too!

Before i begin let me ramble about just one more thing... never and i mean NEVER have i experienced so much freedom! For me being tied up like this (see pic) and being allowed to use the computer at home and be tied up and do it nude is... it's freedom!

Ok, to the point now. i'm fine. i'm a little confused on what day this is because rob kept me blindfolded Saturday and Sunday until it was time for me to go to work. He fed me at weird times and even though i was fairly sure he was trying to confuse me about the times and dates he managed to put enough doubt in my mind that when he untied me to go to work Sunday i was surprised that it really was time. i really thought he had gotten carried away and kept me tied up when i was supposed to be at work. If the job had been a regular job then i would have had to think it over if he had gone too far and if i needed to end the relationship no matter how painful. As it was possibly losing a job slinging burgers wasn't that big a deal and i was willing to forget about it. When i found that he had managed to fool me enough that i had gotten the time mixed up then it was a joy! i've got me a good man - Master, i mean.

He's still trying to keep me in the dark about which day this is. i know what he's doing there, or at least i think i do. He's going to try to trick me into thinking i have been tied up for longer than two weeks. That shouldn't be all that hard to do. i know what one week of bondage feels like and i feel confident that two weeks are just going to blow my mind! This is not the real slave kind of bondage. What we are doing here is a bit stronger than what a real slave would live - unless she was bad or unruly. Hopefully there are no real slaves in the world, just people, like me, who want a taste of what it's like.

Ok, the computer. Those of you who know me know that i don't have a computer of my own. i use the computer at work and i have been saving to get one of my own. Since going back to school that has been impossible. The people that Rob got involved in the hunt for me have been checking in on me to be sure that i'm all right. j tries to come everyday, she's part of how Rob confuses me on the days. My boss, where i get computer access, was in on the hunt and he has been by once. Rob made sure that he had me dressed and not too severely tied up when [name not used] came by to check on me.

[Name not used] got a real kick out of seeing me with my hands handcuffed behind me. He talked with me enough to be sure that on a real life level i was all right. When he was satisfied that i was ok he asked Rob if he could blindfold and gag me! He said that for once he'd like to be able to say that 1) he stopped my snooping around (which is really a joke - i don't snoop), and 2) he had gotten in the last word on me. It was a joke but Rob went in the bedroom and came out with a gag and a blindfold for me. [Name not used] looked surprised then smiled real big and asked me if it would be all right. i giggled nervously and told him that it was. He fumbled his way through putting on the blindfold and the gag and i felt him give me a kiss on the cheek. i could imagine his face, it was probably very red. Mrs. [name not used] could probably expect her hubby to suggest "something new", if they haven't already tried bondage.

He suddenly had an idea! What would Rob think of him letting me use one of his old computers? Some of my shifts at the burger place were going to require me to go to work and get back while Rob was gone. [Name not used] could slap something together in QuickBasic where i could log in my times on the computer! Rob wasn't too wild about that idea, but he said it would be great for me to have access to a computer and the Internet. He said he knew how important my site is to me and it would be great for the two of us to do some surfing on the net together.

So that gentile reader is how i am doing this page. Rob laid down some rules and as long as i'm a good little slave i MAY get to use the computer.

Next subject... what has happened so far... i'm not going to go into a lot of details, but just give an overview - as best as i can, considering how confused they have me over what day it is.

Saturday, August 7, 1999 (i think)
Four in the morning i escape the single cuff and then give myself to Rob as a slave for as long as we have until school starts back. We make love many times, the first time with love, the rest as two animals in heat. He leaves me wearing the single cuff behind my back and uses a hinged handcuff on my ankles and thumbcuffs on my big toes. He let's me sleep on the floor like that (not too well, but i was exhausted) while he prepares for the first day.

Helpless!

When i am finally woken from a sleep where i was waking and falling back off due to the very uncomfortable way he had me tied up, he begins with showers for both of us. He frees my big toes from the thumbcuffs and carries me over his shoulder to the shower and stands me up. He scrubs me down like never before then puts the handcuffs on me in front so i can give him a loving scrubbing. Wrong word but i got to wash him down with lots of TLC. My feet are freed and then Sex and then we finished our showers. We get fed, i get chores, then we watch the same movie as the night before - with me blindfolded. Sex several times during the movie, the last time he gets himself off on my chest and doesn’t allow me to climax. i'm not sure if i'm frustrated or not. We go back to bed and sleep.

ps: i will TRY to keep a diary of the event. i already know that i will not come out of this singing like a medowlark. i know because i've been able to do this before...

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