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CAUGHT! Day 6 ...at least... |
This page is about the very absolutely most scariest part of bondage... |
Going to your limit! | Runners and atheletes call it "The Wall". In bondage we call it "pushing the envelope"! |
This is why you won't hear much from me for two whole weeks... i'm going to be tied up for two whole long weeks! |
The Wall |
Pushing the envelope
Rob left me tied up this morning. i'm confused again. i thought he was going to be off work today - it is Thursday, right?For some reason i was left with a bath towel to wear. There must have been a reason. My hands were behind me and i remember wearing leg irons. Rob had not forbide me to use the computer and i was trying to figure out how to draw on it without using the mouse. Not too much luck. i was kinda having fun anyway - until The Wall began to creep up on me. i guess when you hit the wall it isn't the suddeness of it, it's the strength of it, it's solidness. My arms and shoulders were begining to ache. Usually when this happens it's something to do with circulation. A change in position and a little moving around can help. Not this morning. i was debating on getting the keys from the kitchen and releasing myself long enough to do some jumping jacks or something when the power went out.
No biggie, it was daylight. The biggest thing to worry about was the computer going down. i wanted to get those pages i had hoped to have on the site yesterday up by morning, at least. Five times the power cut off. Five times i went to GeoCities and tried to get everything up. It was frustrating but at least it kept me occupied so the the intesifying pains in my shoulders didn't bother me so much.
i did consider the fact that someone was outside and fiddeling with the power, but i had heard no one and flipping the power on and off that many times could only be contributed to our fine country power provider. It happens a lot around here, some places are worse than others...
i had checked the numbers on my site and checked in on Red's Relm when i heard a noise at the door. Someone was unlocking it! i began scooting for the closet when i heard j's voice. She told me not to be alarmed because it was only her. i called back and she came into the bedroom.
She smiled and asked how i was doing. i said i was fine and what was she doing at Rob's. It was around noon. She said she got off work early and wanted to come by and check up on me. That could go two ways. She could have showed up on Rob's behalf to see that i was really still tied up or she could have been there for me, to be sure i was doing alright. She knew i was still in a haze about what day of the week it was - and a few other things where she and Rob had been playing games with me.
i was surprised when she offered to free my hands. Actually that sounded devine! i needed to let Rob know that my arms were wearing out, he'd need to please handcuff my hands in front of me more - at least for awhile...
... and that's what was going on yesterday morning...You can see that i need to make these posts short and to the point to get just the high spots down... We had a major snafu on this end last night so let me get to that - i have one hour to get this up -
As i was typing the report for yesterday j came in. She let me have my hands free for a bit before work. i went to work and aside from being hungry everything went fine. i had no idea what waited for me when i got off - and the problems it would bring. Bondage is high powered stuff - treat with extreme caution at all times.Rob was waiting for me after work. We both got into my car because his truck wasn't there. i don't know how he got to where i work. i was in the passenger seat. He drove me a bit after ordering me to silence then stopped be side the road and tied me up. He put sun glasses on me that had been blacked out so i couldn't see. We drove for maybe 15 or 20 minutes then i felt the car go down one of our back country dirt paths. The car stopped and he pulled me out without a word and gaged and blindfolded me. This kinda felt like the other night when he did this to me in the woods and i was jumped and seduced. i didn't like this and tried to let Rob know.
i was struggeling as i was pulled out into the woods further. He dumped me on the ground and mixed in with trying my darndest to get loose i heard him walk off. Sure enough in a minute i hear footsteps coming towards me and then there are hands on my body and they are pulling off my clothes and... well you know what happened. Afterwards i was left laying on the ground in a heap. A couple of minutes later Rob comes and picks me up. He verbally steers me back. i figured we were going back to the car so he can get us home again. As it turns out we are in his back yard! The little car trip had been to throw me off track!
Inside the phone is ringing. It's j. She wants to comeover to use the computer so she can meet her old internet Master in a chat room. Rob tells her to come on over, which maybe wasn't that cool of an idea considering what he got when he took the gag out of my mouth!
i was upset, big time! He let me have my little say which is exactly what it was. i was upset that he had put me in a position where i really thought he had arranged to have someone meet us in the woods and rape me! He hadn't, of course, but he had tried to make it seem like that was what had happened - and he had suceeded - all too well!
He comforted me and wanted to untie me, but i wouldn't let him. i told him that i knew that it had been him, now, but when it had happened it had been too real! A little fright in bondage is a good thing, but too much is too much!
It wasn't a spat, exactly. Call what happened a very animated discussion. Lots of emotion on both sides. It hurt both of us. We went to the spare bedroom and layed down for awhile. The silence became over powering. Rob offered one last time to untie me and i refused. He said we could continue the weeks in the morning or just call it off. i said that i wanted to go on and begged him to please let us continue.
i got Rob to sneak outside and we let j have her reunion.
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Today Rob is off all day so i am expecting some heavy-duty tying up! The hour is up and Rob is in the bathroom so i have to post this as-is. i hope i have not confused anyone. i'd like to redo all these posts after the weeks are up but it looks like it could turn into a book! How many things do we do in two weeks that could be made into a book? Is bondage super-charged or what?
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ps: i will TRY to keep a diary of the event. i already know that i will not come out of this singing like a medowlark. i know because i've been able to do this before...
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