SPIRITUAL TALK
Updated June 25 1998
I consider myself spiritual and not religious as you are right, mainstream religion really goes out of their way to lie and control the masses, the sad part is that most of them are completly blind to the REAL truth. They quote things from books and believe everything they are told. It is all part of the big lie to keep everyone from knowing what the truth really is. They don't want people to see the truth because then they could not take their money and lead them to their own devices.
As for what I believe, well, that is a very long story. I have studied a bit from various religions and what I came up with for myself is Pagen in the end. Most people think pagens are witches, again that is mainstream brainwashing. A true Pagen is someone who believes in a higher power but is not about to explain it. A pagen is close to a zen budha as the life experiencing is the most important part of knowing spirit. To see things as they are, without the brain trying to decide what to believe. In zen you are always looking at the duality of everything. For example my favourite line from an ex lover was: It is but it is not. To most people they just shake their heads when you say this about a question they just asked you. You see every person in their own way sees the so called 'truth' as they wan't to see it. Or rather what the want to beleive. One month the truth is this, the next month it is something elses.
If you stop and take a look at yourself and see it for what it is, you start to notice who you really are, and begin to see the deceptions in your own head, as well as others. I have yet to master this but I am getting better at it day to day. People need to just simply drop their belief systems and then the master within will start talking. Relioin is for followers while the true quest for the real truth only can be found through the self. Even the Bible thumping Christians have no clue as to what the truth in the Bible really means. Yes the Bible has been altered many times but their are still truths in there. Like the line : to thine own self be true. I could go on but I won't at this time.
I guess in my own personal life, I am striving to become Christ Concious. What is this, you ask? Well it is simply to become self aware as was the famous Biblical figure known as Jesus. Jesus was not Jesus Christ, sorry guys. He was Jesus The Christ. A big difference people, he was Christ Consious. The first of that time. Their are others such as budha. In simple, Jesus did the work to become fully consious using much more of his god given abilities as we all have. The only difference between Jesus or budha from most of us is that they did the inner work to become OPEN CHANNELS OF LOVE. Love, not in the way most people know from the word love. Love is a vibration that OPENS the door to becoming aware. That my friend has been proven to me on a personal experiential demonstration within myself. No one can ever take that experience away from me. Not even a pope(hehe). A little humour their. But seriously. The key to life, the Universe and Everything is L O V E. and telling it and seeing it for what it really is. If you can not love, you will NEVER become Christ Conscious as LOVE is Consciousness itself. All of it. From the dirt under your feet, to the light from the sun. It is all just a vibration, a different level of frequency. When you put it all together you have God.
From a Human point of view Love is a frequency that can be created with in our body mind spirit that can and does raise our vibration so that we are in perfect harmony with this entire existence. When that happens you become the budha. You become the Christ. That is what we are all striving for. Whether we do it in this life or the next or keep repeating our stupid mistakes until we finally get it does not matter to GOD. Life is the big experience. But how many times do you wan't to live in a conditioned brain washing society. I personally rather not. I for one want to bet it right sooner than later so I can go on to more exciting adventure in the universe. Others choose to get excited over that new boat, car or purhaps seeing how many people they can lie cheat and steal from today. Anybody can do that, and they do every day. My Question to you is, What do you want?
I experienced what I think is a form of Tantra awhile ago. I was with someone very special who was going through a kundalini awakaning ( an energy located at the base of the spine which through love can be raised up the spine to awaken a person). For several hours he just touched me very lightly all over by body. You might think it was a very sexual thing, don't get sex confused with Love here. Because sex it was NOT. After awhile I felt energy surging through my entire body and began to shake. Not like an orgasm but I guess that is the closest thing I can relate it to. Think of an orgasm being a quick onetime release of this energy at the point of ejaculation. Now think of the enery, or the felling of that orgasm being much different and throughout your entire body for several hours without an ejaculation at all. It is the most incredable thing. The only way to experience this for youself is to find a partner who is actually capable of love. Anybody can have sex but to put you attention on the feeling and focus of love rather than the sexual satisfactions of lust is quite difficult. This is but one avenue to expeience a raising of the energy within to a higher level.
I have also done a breathing exercise called Kriya yoga where you do slow, medium and fast breathing in a rythem. This increases oxygen in the body and brings on a altered state of consiousness easier for raising the LOVE within you. Well I think that is all I will say for now except to tell you that one of my favourite books of all time which confirmed my own understandings was CONVERSATIONS WITH GOD by Neale Donald Walsh I Highly suggest that you read this book. It is the best Damn book out their for people to read right now. It is an excelent first step to knowing the truth.
Brad
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